4. maybe I'm wrong
Well after liam told me what his plan was I got nervous, I didn't know what to say to louis. Yeah I can tell him that I still love him and that I want him back, but what if he hates me after what I did
*2weeks ago I saw her alone on the street and had a 'nice' chat with her, 'hey, harry how are you' 'don't give me that, we both know that you don't love louis' 'actually harry I do' 'no you don't' she started to cry 'why are you like this harry, I thought you were one of the nicest persons but I was wrong' 'I just dont like how close you are with louis' 'what do you care he's my boyfriend''because I fucking love him' she started laughing 'that's a joke right' all I did was getting angry, She didn't need to know that 'oh, I see, well I won't tell him maybe he is homophobic you know' 'ha he didn't tell you huh' 'we tell each other everything' 'well apperently not, but I will tell you , louis was my boyfriend for a year and a half' 'y-you w-w-where a couple' she was shocked,turned around and walked away. *
maybe I was too harsh for her, she didn't deserve my anger, she loves louis and makes him happy. But I love him so much that I can't stand another person next to him . YES I'm jealous but what would you do in my place, would you say "oh, hey I still love you, but I'm happy that you forget about me and took another one" don't think so. maybe I need to apologize and that's the first thing that I'm going to do when I get home Louis can wait.