170. That's your problem.....
“I don’t see why you’re so upset over this whole question thing. I know I shouldn’t have asked you what I did, but there’s no reason for you to get this mad over it.” Justin said.
“Just like there’s no reason that I should’ve gotten mad for you hitting me because you were jealous or you cheating on me….or you” I was about to continue but Justin cut me off.
“WOULD YOU JUST SHUT UP ABOUT THAT CHEATING THING! IT WANS’T INTENTIONALLY OK? I SAID I’M SORRY AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY. YEAH, I HIT YOU BUT I DIDN’T MEAN IT OK, YOU JUST PISSED ME OFF LIKE YOU’RE DOING RIGHT NOW” Justin yelled every single word.
“That’s your problem Justin. When are you going to stop being sorry? So what if I making you mad! What are you going to do…..hit me again?” I replied.
“Shut up Nicole” Justin demanded.
“No, you’re not my father. I don’t have to listen to you and this is my house, so get out forget me, leave me alone, before I call the police on you.”
“So what? I don’t give a damn. Call the police. I’m gonna stay here until you forgive me. I get jealous because I am afraid someone is going to make you happier than I do... I get jealous, I get mad, I get worried, I get curious. But that's only because I love you so much and I don't want to lose you. I may be a little jealous, I may also be a bit selfish but that’s because I found something so precious and so amazing and I don’t want anyone else to have YOU but me. I hate you but I still love you. It's like I want to throw you off a cliff then rush down to save you. A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy. It's always nice to know someone's afraid to lose you. I wish I could ………..give you my pain for a moment, not to hurt you, but to make you understand how……..