297. It's time....
Your wedding completely changes the direction of your life, no matter how greatly......You desire it. I think that moment of doubt and faintness comes from all those imagined and now impossible futures all pressing in you at once. It is your last chance to experience them, you see, and they all want to be lived at the moment.
“Oh my goodness, mom, you look so beautiful. Dad is going to be so happy when he sees you” Allison screeched.
“You do look gorgeous Mrs. Bieber” Elizabeth added.
“I guess Justin and Justin Jr are going to be happy” I said.
“You haven't told him that you're coming?” Allison asked Elizabeth.
“No, we're not even together right now” Elizabeth said.
“But, what about the couples? You know with the bridesmaids and the guys?”
“I have that figured out already sweetheart. Just, remember what you're supposed to do” I said.
“Okay!” Allison said ecstatically.
Pattie walked in the room.
“It's time” Pattie smiled.
Those words made my heart drop. I don't know why I was nervous. I guess this is just something that I wanted for so long, and now I'm finally getting it. I took a deep breath.
“Yeah” I smiled.