210. I guess I thought wrong.....
Allison didn’t say anything. She just ran to him and gave him a hug. I couldn’t help but to cry. I already felt bad and Justin and Justin Jr were making me feel worse. I ran upstairs to my room and buried my head in the pillows while I soaked it with my tears. I stopped crying when I heard the door crack open.
“Nicole” I heard a familiar voice that I haven’t heard in a long time.
“Zayn” I said while sitting up and facing towards him.
When he saw my tears he immediately came to me and gave me a hug.
“What’s wrong?” Zayn asked with compassion in his eyes.
“I’m a horrible mother aren’t I?” I asked.
“No, of course not. What would make you think that?” Zayn asked.
“Justin and my kids.”
“Yeah! You didn’t see him down there?”
“No, I didn’t see the kids either.”
“Oh, well he came by surprise and they all just started making me feel bad about keeping them away from Justin.”
“You just did what you thought was right.”
“I guess I thought wrong.”
“You should just take a nap. Let your mind relax. Okay?”
Zayn took the pillow that I soaked with my tears and replaced it with a new one.