She told me that everyone found out about Koral's suicide attempt and now people were saying awful things about us. By us I mean, Koral, Perrie, Jade, and me. They were saying how we were fuck ups and they should've adopted happy kids. She said that my dad had found out where we lived, but she said he didn't plan to do anything to me. How she knew this, I don't know. I guess he talked to her?
"Is that why you and Zayn are so upset?" I asked. She nodded. I know this situation is bad, but it could be much worse. I've decided to just ignore all the comments. I had sat on my bed and thought about it yesterday before I went to sleep.
"Okay, well it'll be okay, Pez. I love you so much." I hugged her and she squeezed me tight. It was so quiet downstairs. Since we were done talking, we headed back down. Everyone was still sat at the dining table. The conversation was still going, it was just super quiet. Perrie and I sat back down to finish our food. Parker looked at me and I shook my head like "not now."
**Skip the rest of dinner**
We are all sitting in the living room watching the telly. Parker and I are on the edge of the couch cuddled up. I'm sitting on his lap with my head on his chest. I looked up at him and he smiled. He's so attractive.
"How's your mom?"
"She's not great. Same as the other day."
"I'm so sorry." I laid my head back down and looked around at what everyone was doing. Perrie was just kind of staring at the TV, but not paying attention. She was zoned out. Zayn was talking to Liam. Everyone else was pretty much focused on the TV. I had cheer today, but I skipped it because everybody came over. I didn't want Perrie and I to look all upset to I got up and went around talking to everyone. I went to Perrie last because I talk to her the longest anyway. Parker came and sat with her and me. I sighed. Perrie pulled me to her and wrapped her arms around me. I didn't move. She's so sweet and caring, it's incredible. We talked a little before she randomly said, "What would you think about meeting my family and Zayn's?" I smiled to myself.
"Yeah, that would be really cool. I'd love to." I knew she had a smile on her face.
"I love you." She said.
"I love you too, mum." We talked a while more and then Parker wanted more food so he left to eat. I sat up and looked at her.
"We need to get out. Go do something. Soon you'll be on your and we won't get to see each other as much. I think we should go on a vacation. Just Zayn, you, and me." She nodded and smiled big.
"That's a good idea! Where should we go? I'm thinking a beach or something."
"Yeah, a beach! We can figure out where exactly tomorrow." We did a little happy dance. Leigh and Jesy were the only ones that saw us, so they laughed and we had to explain what we were happy about. I love the beach. I hate sand, but I love everything else. I hugged her again before going upstairs to write some songs and listen to music.