27. Chapter Twenty- Seven.
Relief exists, I find it when. I am cut. -Plumb.
I walk into Jenny's room trying to be as quiet as possibly, and a smile tugs on my lips when I notice her curled on bed hiding under the duvet, I tip toe over to her and slip on the bed beside her, bring her closer to me, snuggling beside her. In a matter of about five minutes I can feel myself getting sleepy, and I let myself fall asleep.
When I wake up I notice that it's already darker outside. I sit up and look around me not noticing Jenny anywhere, I can hear water running in the bathroom beside her room and I go there, I push the door and it opens silently and I stare at what she is doing wide eyed. She is sitting on the floor, slicing her wrists and the blood is already pouring out of them. "Shit." I curse under my breath and she looks up at me, alarmed and tries to hide everything behind her back. I run over to her and grab the blade out of her arms dropping it into the sink.
"Where's the bandages?" I ask her and she just looks at me shocked, her lower lip trembling. She burst into tears and I sign hugging her carefully, not to hurt her arms. "Sh, just tell me where the bandages are I need to clean them. " I whisper and she pulls away pointing to a shelf beside the bathroom I look through it and find the bandages. I wrap it around her left forearm and tie it gently. But I notice that blood is still seeping through it and I grab my phone out of my pocket. "I don't know what to do." I mumble and Jenny doesn't say anything back. "I am going to call Paulina, she definitely knows what to do." I say and she snaps her head towards me. "No, don't. Please don't. She will be upset with me. She'll blame herself." I don't want her to know. She starts crying again and I bring her closer to me again, but I still call Paulina. She answer immediately and I hear grunting on the other side, I cringe slightly but start talking anyways. "Paulina, its Jenny. She cut herself and the blood won't stop and I don't know what to do. "I say and then there's sudden silence on the other end. "Okay calm down I'll be there as soon as possible, but, you need to put pressure on the cuts, it helps to stop the blood. Get her ready to go to the hospital too. I'll be there soon." She hangs up and I quickly take off the bandage again, and put a new one on but much tighter. She winces and cries out.I run to her room and grab her a hoodie to cover her up and help her up. "Paulina is gonna be here soon, she is bringing you to the hospital."Jenny suddenly stops and I look at her. "I don't wanna go to the hospital. I don't like the hospitals." she says and her lips trembles again. I hug her tightly and rub her back. "Its okay, they will just help you with them, that's all." I whisper and she hiccups. I put her vans on for her and tie the laces and she smiles at me. I hear the knock on the door and quickly open the door for Paulina. Paulina rushes by me and over to where Jenny is sitting, looking down at her arms. She hugs her tightly and rubs her back. "Do you feel dizzy?" She asks her and when Jenny shakes her head she helps her up. "Let's go to the hospital." Paulina says and I look at Jenny's reaction. "I don't want to." "Me and Anto are gonna be there and they won't hurt you they'll just clean them for you. "Paulina says and to me it sounds like she is baby talking to her. Jenny nods and grabs my hand defeated. I smile slightly and I shake my head still in shock over what had happened.