16. Chapter Sixteen.
I love you more, that I did before. -Miley Cyrus- Stay.
As soon as I left the party yesterday. I texted her on Facebook and asked her to meet me today. So right now I am all jumpy and nervous over nothing. Well its not nothing but you get me. I rush down to the kitchen make myself a quick breakfast stuff my face, and run back upstairs nearly knocking my mom down on the way. "Sorry ma." I yell, and shut my bedroom day. I quickly get ready, I don't know If I should get all fancied up or not? She'll freak out probably. So I just wear tracksuit bottoms and red hoodie from Nike. Along with black and white vans. I leave the house 15 minutes before she is supposed to meet me at the park and walk there at a normal pace so I wouldn't look like an idiot waiting there for ten minutes alone.
I don't even know if I'll actually manage to ask her what I want to ask her or nope.
I sit down on the bench her and Paulina usually sit down on, don't ask me how I know it. And look at the time on my clock. A bit more and she is supposed to be here. "Hi." I hear a soft voice say in front of me and I snap my head upwards looking at her. "I think I twisted my neck." I mumble and rub the back of it. She giggles and plops down beside me. I look down to her legs and oh my god, not being obvious at all I lick my lips while staring at them. She is in a very tight and very sexy short pink dress which reveals most of her back and I can see her bra strap and she has white lace tights on and they complement her skin colour a lot, and on her feet she has cute pink heels on and she keeps on picking the ground with the tips of her shoes. "You look very pretty." I say and she blushes and it makes me smile. At least I can have some effect on her.
"Thanks Paulina dressed me, said I need to look very pretty today." She explains and I grin wider shaking my head a bit. "She did a great job. You always look good though." I state and she smiles at me. "You said it was something very important. " She points out and I shrug my shoulders. "It is, well for me it is anyways. " I reply and she tilts her head to the side. When she smiles she has slight dimples on her cheeks, which I just noticed. "I like you." I mumble and she looks at me wide eyed. "I thought you knew that by now." I mumble again and she shakes her head. "I did it's just I never really expected you to admit that you like me you now. No guy had ever admitted anything like that straight into my face." She explains and I nod my head. "I don't really know what to tell you. I just." I blush and she burst into fits of giggles again. "What?" I ask her confused and her giggles become louder. "You look so cute when you're embarrassed!" She exclaims and pokes my cheeks which can probably melt ice right now."I ugh I don't know what to say. I am afraid I am gonna mess this all up I had this whole speech made up in my mind, but then it just flew out of my mind, and ugh."I went on blabbering and she smiles at me. "I'm just a girl you shouldn't treat me any differently. " She replies. and I shrug. "I don't know. I guess I can't "
"Why did you decided to tell me now?" Jenny asks and I smile. "Because I have been trying to find myself a girl for a while and then I compare them all to you and in the end I see that they're nothing like you at all , and I just. I don't even know, when or how I started liking you I just knew that one day I was Anto who played girls and on the other day I was Anto who couldn't even touch a girl who is not you." I notice her staring down at her legs. And I honestly feel like I just made the biggest mistake of my life.And then I feel lips on my cheek and that send them on fire again. When she finally leans back I let myself breath again. "Somedays I really do wonder why I was so stupid when I started liking Ian you know. The guy doesn't even fucking look at me. Especially since you were always here." She shrugs her shoulder and that honestly makes her look so cute. "What happens after this? Do we go back to normal like strangers with a bit of conversations here and there or do we change it a bit?" I question her nervous and she winks at me quickly. "I am up for the change if it's a good one. "