Because what’s worse than knowing you want something, besides knowing you can never have it?
I have a feeling I am gaining an obsession by now. I keep on opening my window wide around the same time they usually walk by on their way to school just so I can hear her voice before going to work. I keep on walking by her house every chance I have to, whether it's to go to see my pals or to go to off-licence, or for no apparent reason. Unfortunately I don't see her at all, for some reason when it comes to her my luck sucks monkey's balls.
I found out she likes Dan Brown books, yes by eavesdropping again. No I didn't start reading his books. Yet.
Right now I am getting my ass ready to go out with my friends for once, maybe because its Friday evening and for once I am free from work, or maybe because I wanna see someone outside. Who knows what faith has in store for me right?
I am wearing a plain pair of dark navy pants, along with a black v-neck shirt and a navy hoodie with a hood and some black runners from Nike. Simple I know , its my usual style though.I put the keys from the house into the front pockets of my jeans, along with some money and my iPhone 5c in black and blue.
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As me and the gang had nowhere to go we just goofed around town for a while and then went to Grafton street. While passing an 'Eason' store I heard chuckling. "Look who it is. " Jordan exclaims and I turn my head towards where everyone is staring. Oh .
Paulina and Jenny laughing for some reason, while two lads are standing in front of them, probably trying to chat them up. This is the weird fact I noticed about them, they don't act like all those girls who wear shorts up their assholes and bra's instead of a shirt, yet however they seem to be getting loads of attention from opposite sex.
And when I say loads I mean it. However I've seen them with a guy once or twice each. I smile and lead the guys towards them. I hear laughing again but this time its my stupid ass friends laughing.
"Let's see who wins, mates."