The Blonde View.

It's always gonna be there, isn't it? You and me. -Ian.


15. Chapter Fifteen.

I am half a heart without you. -One Direction Half a Heart. 


"Is anyone up for Quinners tonight? I know its not weekends or anything but really am in the mood for some party." I put a status up on Facebook In a matter of about 5 minutes I have a few replies, but mostly it's something along the lines of: Ah I'd love to bro but i have school tomorrow , college tomorrow, work tomorrow. etc. As if I don't have fucking work tomorrow? I notice that Anto is not on so he definitely haven't seen the status yet, so I am calling him to ask him. With a bit of convincing he'd crack up and agree to go with me. 

"Heya." Anto says on the other end and I jump on my bed. "Wanna go quinners with me tonight? Please I really need some stress management today and everyone is fuckign busy, you don't have school nor college tomorrow, and its okay if you have work so do I. Come on." I groan and he finds it so entertaining he starts laughing. "Sure. What time you wanna head out at?" He asks and I smirk see this is what I meant when I said a bit of convincing and he agrees. "I wanna head out at half eight, so I suggest you get ready soon, I am gonna be at your house at half and if you're not ready I'm dragging you out of your house by your balls even if you're naked. " I say and hang up. Now time to get ready. 

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I am fully ready in black jeans and wine coloured shirt along with a black jacket on top and some black vans on my feet, and standing outside Anto's house, banging on his door. "I am coming you fucking eejit." He curses and I smirk. He opens the door and weirdly he is nearly ready well that's if you ignore the mess on his head. "Come in, I need to fix my hair and put shoes on. "I nod my head and walk in. "Hi Shirley." I yell when I hear her cooking in the kitchen. "I swear if you and my mom won't stop flirting I am gonna cut your eye balls out someday." Anto mumbles while running his fingers through his quiff, he usually has it and somehow he manages to make it stay in one place without using hairspray. "Is your mom ignoring me or did she not hear me?" I question him and he shrugs while putting his navy vans runners on his feet we so look different. He has wine coloured jeans on and a white tight Hollister shirt on, and he just put on a white jacket just like mine on. "You sure you wanna wear white tonight?" I ask him and he nods his head taking his keys and leaving the house. 

"So why in such a hurry to get to Quinns?" Anto asks and I shrug my shoulders. "Just stuff getting on my nerves lately." I reply and shrug again. "Like?" He asks and I bite my lip. "Paulina told me she doesn't need me today. She went up into this whole speech about no guy should love her after I told her I am already in love with her. That pissed me off so bad, I just stormed off out of the place so here I am planning on drinking my ass of for tonight in hopes to fucking forget her." I explain and he smiles sympathetically at me and I just shake my head. "You know I am going through this for a while too by now, only her reason is you." Anto states and looks down on the ground. "I know bro but its really not that I wanted. I am not interested in Jenny in anyways. I just think she needs a bit of time." I reply and he nods his head. 

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(sorry for all the skipping.) 

I groan when I feel the girl move on top of my lap on purpose. But then I am about to feel all the places I want to I get interrupted. "I think I am gonna head out now." I hear Anto's voice and I pull away from the girl. "Why?" I ask him confused."I'll find you around here." I tell the girl and she rolls her eyes and leaves. He just shakes his head and looks down at the floor. "Because there was this one girl she kinda looked like her and all and like I was bout to kiss her and she said something and I realised that she was nothing like her. And I just wanna go home because I know she won't be there or anything. And like I really don't see the point in actually wasting my time here while I can be texting her at home right now, not like I'd have enough courage but like it's still better than just being here. " He replies and I growl. "Do you think I don't compare them to her? I fucking do and I know its not her I am kissing. But you know what I do? I block those thoughts away from my head and I think of different stuff, like that I can actually get pleasure out of this too. But if I did had a fucking choice to be with Paulina right now or to be with someone here. I'd fucking pick the first one. " 



I don't even know what the fuck is going on in this story by this point myself..But. I dunno I am trying my hardest to update I guess. 


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