8. Chapter Eight.
"I learned to know that you can't make anybody love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved."
Jenny keeps on going on and on about how me and Ian will make a perfect couple. And I seriously feel like punching some sense into her little brain.At the same time I feel like knocking some sense into me as well because I LET myself think of me and him together, I let myself wonder off into the world where we hold hands, kiss, hug. And then I realise that I can't let it happen. No matter how bad I wanted it.
I know why she does it she is jealous, she tell me that herself I just don't know why. There's seriously nothing going on between me and him, there was about a year and half ago, but we stopped it. Well I did because I had to. Even If I liked him.
And I have Jimmy, well I used to until he decided to run away from the problems. I mean I am not the easiest person to be around and I have a whole truck of problems dragging behind me. But If he loved me as much as he said he'd still be with me by now, especially while I had problems.
"What are you thinking of?" Jenny asks and I look up from my cup of coffee. "Just stuff." I reply knowing she'll let it go like she usually does, because she knows it might lead to a fight. I can see she is clearly annoyed but just continue on sipping my coffee.
What would it be like if I got together with Ian? Would it work? Would she hate me? and most of all would I actually end up opening up to him?