It's been 3 days...3 days since I did the worst thing in my life...I'm a cheater and dirty cheating rat, I still can't believe I did that to him!
"Babe are you ok, you've been a tad off the past few days" Liam said while Harry glared at me
"Yea I'm just a bit home sick, missing the family and all" I said, god the missing home excuse again * mental eye roll*
"Arw babe don't worry you'll see them in a month" he said with so much sympathy
"How's that we have ages left of the tour?" I asked pretty confused
"Well we're going back to England for the shows there" Zayn piped up and said I just nodded
I'm just laying on my bed getting ready to go a have a feed, saying it like that it's like I'm an animal.
I was just about to climb out the window when I heard a knock at my door
"Come in" I shouted with a sense of annoyance
"Erm can we chat"
"Yeah sure Niall"
"Well I see you and Harry have made up but..." He started and paused
"But what?" Oh god does he know?
"But I was wondering how you got past him confessing his feeling to you and then you rejecting him?" Oh god what do I say, well we kinda kissed, Err NO!
"We just spoke about it and established that we're better off friends" I said off the top of my head, he just nodded his head
"Why'd you ask anyway?" I asked
"Well the thing is I... Well I kind of feel the... Same as Harry for you!" He said with his head down staring at his feet
"Oh, how long have you..." I was cut off
"A while but don't worry I know you love Liam and I won't try anything" but do I?
"Oh okay come here" I said and pulled him into a hug
"I love you to Niall" I said knowing he knows in what way
"I love you to Bri"
We walked out of my room my hunger burning my insides I really have to go
"Guys I'm going to the shop see yas in a bit" I shouted as I went to the door
"How?" Harry asked
"What do you mean how?" I said
"We're kinda moving"
"Yea" Harry said laughing
"Oh I can hardly tell now" I said laughing
I went to my room and lay down, oh great the burning back it was that bad I yelped up in pain, I heard someone burst through my door
"Are you ok I heard a yelp" it was Harry
"Yea just real bad pains" I said with a yelp at the end
"Oh is it girl things?" He asked pretty awkward
"Something like that I'm really cold" I said
"Do you want me to get Liam?" Harry asked
"No I don't want to wake him" I said while Harry sat on my bed
"Can you comfort me" I asked with tears going down my face my hunger taking over
"Sure" he said while climbing into my bed
"Thank you" I said while cuddling into his chest