I cant believe it. Zayn cheated on me. He cheated on me with his ex! I mean i get it. She's beautiful and I'm not. But i thought he loved me?
The second he opened his arms, i cried my eyes out. And i cried so much that i got tired and fell asleep.
I woke up to Olivia crying at 7:30 she needed a diaper change.
Zayn woke up at 8 and came into livs room.
Zayn: hey baby.
Me: hi. I whispered.
Zayn: so my mom called this morning.
Me: thats great, what did she say?
Zayn: she's coming down tomorrow. And i was wondering if she can stay here with us for a little bit?
Me: yeah, is your sister coming?
Zayn: no not this time. My moms only coming for a week.
Me: oh, well this will be fun.
Zayn: are you still upset?
Me: I'm not upset im hurt.
Zayn: but you know nothing happened right?
Me: i mean i guess yeah. I believe you, i just i dont know.
Zayn: hey, baby why would i go to her when i have you here with me? I want to spend the rest of my life with you and Olivia. He admitted.
Then why dont we get married? I said to myself.
Zayn: you here me?
Me: yeah, i heard you. Why dont we order some pizza and watch movies? I asked while looking outside at the cold and rainy weather?
Zayn: yeah we can do that. And then we can go out tomorrow and have some drinks
Me: yeah i need that. Do me a favor and bring down her play pin and stuff so she can watch movies too. I said
Zayn: sure go ahead and order the pizza
I went downstairs with Olivia and ordered the pizza with a side of salad. I'm trying to be back to 100 pounds. Right now I'm at 120. I'm almost there!
Zayn: okay you ordered cheese?
Me: yes it will be here in 20.
Zayn: well I'm going to put Olivia down in the pin.
I was getting out plates while zayn wrapped his hands around me and spun me around and gave me a kiss on my lips.
Zayn picked me up, and sat me on the counter while i wrapped my legs around him.
Zayn: we have twenty. He replied
Me: i know i just- but i couldn't finish before a knock came from the door.
Zayn: here I'll get it. He said after he broke the kiss.
I was too busy thinking about how zayn said he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. When i looked up zayn stood there with his mom, Trisha.
I hoped off the counter and jumped up to hug her.
Me: i thought your flight comes tomorrow?
Trisha: yeah i wanted to surprise you guys. She said with a big smile.
Me: here give me you bags. I'll put it in the guest room. I said while grabbing her bags. And going into the guest room i tripped over a cord to the light and busted my ass. I laughed so hard. All though my knee was hurting really bad now.i got up to walk and my knee was killing me. I shook it off. And walked back outside. To find Trisha holding Olivia.
Trisha: why dont you guys have a night off?
Me: um i dont know, we haven't had a night off since before Olivia was born.
Trisha: why dont you guys go out and spend the night out! Like get a room something romantic? I'll watch Olivia today and tomorrow.! She had a great point.
Me: let me go talk to zayn?
I want into the bed room and talked to zayn.
Me: so is that a yes?
Zayn: yeah of course pack a bag. Were going out today and tomorrow night.
I packed a cute and classy short skin tight dress with black heels and a cute necklace. Then i packed a nige knee length tan dress, with flats. I brought pjays and a bathing suit. Knowing zayn he would get a hotel room with a hot tub or something.
After a about an hour we were saying our good byes to Olivia. I was going to miss her a lot but i needed a day out.
Me and zayn. Were off to a nice hotel near a bar and club.
Zayn got a suite and when i opened the door my mouth dropped. The room was huge! It had a hot tub in the bathroom and a huge bed with huge windows.! It had a big mirror. And i was just in love. Everything was perfect. I put my bag on a chair
Zayn: are you hungry?
Me: actually yeah. We didn't have a chance to eat the pizza i replied.
Zayn: okay I'll be back soon. He replied. And he gave a me a kiss and a iloveyou. And he left.
So i decided to waste time, looking through twitter. And i started looking through my newsfeed. When i guess a girl that likes one direction decided to comment. She said "what does zayn see in that hoe? I mean they have been dating for what 10 months? Wow, next thing you know zayns gonna start calling her his baby momma! Lol" i thought to myself once again. How much i ruined his life. I know he misses partying and smoking and he cant because of Olivia. I feel bad.