I took heavy shaky breaths, " you don't like him" I growled at myself. I grabbed a stick off the ground and smacked it against trees as I walked past. I laughed coldly " he'll never like you back anyway, so what's the point"
I threw the stick as far as I could and let out another chilling laugh " what's the point" I whispered to myself. A tear trickled down my cheek, I quickly wiped it away and instead of walking began to run.
I ran all the way to our hotel, I could see louis' car wasn't here yet but shrugged it off. I was about to walk to the front of the hotel when a girl stumbled out from the side of the building.
"hey" she laughed and pointed at me, she was obviously drunk and had been doing some sort of drugs. " you look sad" she giggled.
" um, yeah. I guess" I said in more of a question. She waved for me to walk over " come here" she smiled. I cautiously walked over to the girl. She reached into the pocket of her old jeans and pulled out a pack of old cigarettes and a lighter that was almost completely used.
" I usually don't give these away" she smiled and opened my bag, shoving them inside. " but I can tell you can't get them on your own" I opened my bag and grabbed the cigarettes and lighter " I don't smoke"
I tried to hand them back but she wouldn't take them " trust me, you need them" she said and turned around and walked to the back of the building.
I heard a car door slam, I got scared someone would see me with cigarettes and quickly shoved them in my bag. Turning around and walking back into the parking lot.
A man smiled at me as he walked into the hotel, I gave a fake smile back and watched as he walked to the front desk. I turned my focus back to the parking Lot I was still standing in to see louis and Harry pull in.
I looked down at my bag, Harry will kill me if he finds out I have cigarettes. I ran inside and to my hotel room. Liam was standing outside my door, it looked like he was waiting for me.
" sky, where were you, you scared me half to death" he ran up and pulled me into a hug. " I went to the park" I said like it obvious. He let out a deep breath and let go. I wanted to get away before Harry and louis got down here.
" um Liam I'm kind of tired, I'm gonna lay down for a little" he nodded, " ok love, if you need anything you know where to find me" he kissed my forehead and walked back to his room.
I could hear louis' voice from down the hall. " I don't know what's wrong, she's never been like that or ran away from me before" it felt like a giant knife just stabbed me in the chest. I bit my lip and rushed into my bedroom. I shut and locked the door, ran up and flopped on my bed.
Why am I so terrible. I heard a knock on my bedroom door. " sky, it's louis.... Liam said you were here, can we talk?" I swallowed and sat with my knees to my chest. I want to talk to him, but I couldn't bring myself to say anything.
" sky please" he said in a shaky tone, I knew he was either crying or about to cry. " louis please, just leave" I said putting my head in my lap. " I wanna help" he whispered, I could tell he was crying now. " I don't think you can" I said as tears streamed down my cheeks.