******* 4 months later********
I walked into Alex's kitchen to get a snack when I looked out the window to see Lexie sitting on the bench in the far corner of the garden she was just covered by some trees I couldn't see what was going on so I walked out side and saw she was holding her wrist, I looked down at her wrists they were covered in blood
" what are you doing" I asked her a little frustrated
"Non of your business" she replied pulling her sleeve over her bloody wrist
"I know exactly what you are doing, but I don't understand why" i tried to soften my voice but it wasn't very convincing
"And you don't need to know why and why asked if you knew" her soft brown eyes glistened as the sun shone
"You can't blame yourself for what happened, you had no idea that it was going to end like this" my voice was reassuring
" I...I guess so, but if I had just gone to prom with Tyler then, then none of this would have happened" tears started falling down her Rosy cheeks
I pulled her into a tight hug and she cried into my shirt, she pulled away from me and looked into my eyes, she was so beautiful, then I started to lean forward towards her she turned away from me and I instantly new I had stepped then mark
"Sorry, I don't know what came over me" I said apologetically
"It's okaa..." She was interrupted by my little cousin Alexa
"Hi Lexie I see my annoying older cousin bet me to you" she said angrier
" oh gosh I didn't know you missed me that much, I know I'm amazing" I replied sarcastically
And Lexie started to giggle, when a tall muscular boy walked towards is he wrapped his arms around my cousins waist, Lexie started to tense up, this was my chance I grabbed her hand and laced my fingers with hers
" Erm what is going on here then" the boy said pointing
At our fingers I was surprised that she didn't slip her fingers out I looked at the boy and asked who he was
"What are you to Alexa and lex" I asked curiously
" oh I'm Jamie and I'm Alex's boyfriend but lex is nothing to me what about you I mean to Lexie because I know your Alex's cousin" he sound annoyed when he asked what is was to Lexie
"Erm well I don't really know what I am to lex it's up to her really but at the moment I guess we are friends" I replied still suspicious
I looked at Alexa and started a convocation about what has happened lately
I saw Jamie making his way towards me, I felt uneasy, mine and Harry's finger were still intwined but we was still a distance away, Jamie was fast approaching I had nowhere to go except get closer to Harry which to be honest I didn't really want to but if I wanted to get away for Jamie that's what I had to do, I shuffled toward Harry, he didn't really make a big deal about it
Jamie sat down next to me and whispered in my ear
"Stop trying to make me jealous"
"IM NOT" I yell whispered, he doesn't seem to get the message I'm not interested I only made out with him because I was upset and angry at Alex
"Of course you aren't baby"
" I'm not interested in you and I'll prove it"
I didn't know how to follow through with the treat when I thought I could kiss Harry he wouldn't reject it so that's just what I did I pulled on Harry's arm and he finished his sentence the he looked directly into my eyes, I started to lean forward and kissed him then I pulled away and pulled a straight face at Jamie
"What's nothing" he whispered
He stood up and kissed Alex then started dry humping her I'm surprised she let him but a couple of seconds late she pulled away from Jamie and pushed him away, Jamie winked at me I gave him the dirtiest look ever, I tapped Harry's shoulder he dragged his eyes of of Jamie and Alex and to me, I pouted hoping he would get the message which I guess he did because he lent In and kissed me and after a couple of seconds later we started to make out, it must have been a good 2 minutes i pulled away and sat on Harry's lap then we continued kissing, it felt. Right kissing him, it's the first kiss I have had since Justin's death, I looked out of the corner of my eye at Jamie his face was green with jealousy then I looked at Alex her face was completely different she had a massive smile plastered across her face.
Harry pulled away to my surprise, I was enjoying it, wasn't he?
"So I guess we're more than friends then