16. Chapter 16
The next day I just sit in my room, staring at the wall. There is a knock on my door and it opens. "Your parole officer said it's alright if you would like to go to the funeral." My mom says. "No, I don't think I will be able to handle it." I say and she nods and kisses my head. "I am going, I will see you when I get back." She says and I nod and she leaves. I trudge downstairs and go to the kitchen and grab an apple and take it upstairs and I lie down. I finish my apple and close my eyes and fall asleep.
I wake up and gasp. "Sh." Louis says and I sit up. "What the fuck are you doing here?" I ask and he sits down next to me. "I needed to see you." He says and I get up. "No, get out." I say, going over to my door. He gets up and pushes me against it. "You know you don't want me to leave." He says and I roll my eyes. "I do." I say and he leans down and kisses me. I push him away from me. "Listen, I didn't kill Britt." He says and I shrug. "No, but you killed Blake." I say, pushing him away. "For a reason!" He shouts and I flinch. "I love you and I didn't want him to hurt you." He says and I sigh. "I know but you shouldn't have killed him!" I say and he wraps his arms around me. "I guess I am a jealous type." He says and I roll my eyes. I push him away from me and push him toward the door. "Get out!" I shout, pushing him through the doorway but he grabs the doorway. "Listen to me." He says but I shake my head. "Get out of my house!" I shout but he pushes me backward. "Listen to me!" He shouts and I stare up at him in shock. "I love you! Why can't you understand that?! I killed him so you could be safe!" He shouts and I step back. "This isn't love Louis! You are psycho!" I shout and he starts to charge at me. He pushes me onto the bed and hovers over me. "I love you so much, please, don't give up on me! I didn't kill Britt, I killed Blake, yes but you don't understand how much it hurt me to see him hurt you or put his hands on you." He says and I bite my lip. "You didn't need to kill him Louis! You don't know how I feel. How much I-I fear you now." I stutter and his face softens. "Leave." Tears spill down my cheeks and he stares at me. He starts getting closer and I push him away. "LEAVE!" I shout and he flinches but he leaves and I collapse to the ground, crying.
Ello Lovelies! I hope you liked this chapter! -Over&&Out