9. love makes us crazy
I watched her sleep. Sounds weird but when you're in love you do things that everyone on the outside looks at you as if you have two heads. I played with her hair. Just like rest of her it was beautiful. There was now 29 days left of school. 29 days left till we, I had to kill someone. I didn't want this for her. Hell I didn't want her to even know, but I loved her. "Zayn you are staring at me like I have a wart on my eye." I laughed "no I'm just in love with you and all your little things."
"No I'm just in love with you and all your little things." Zayn sung out. I felt him tense. "What?" He shook his head "nothing." He started kissing me on my neck and leaving love bites here and there. I moaned as his hands roamed my unclothed body. "Zayn!" "Mhm?" He asked kissing my forehead. "Do we have somewhere to be?" I said then I ended up letting out an accidentally loud moan due to him feel up my thighs. "Nope it's Saturday babe." He said opening my legs. I laughed. "And look at this empty house with no one around." He grinned. I felt his hard member enter me as he thrusted into me. Causing my hips to grind into his. He moaned my name which brought a smile to my face. "Zayn i.." "I know so am I just hold on." I felt him release as did i. I couldn't help but feel like we were doing something wrong here. I sighed as zayn laid next to me. "You are a little burst of fire." I smiled. "And your mom is going to know exactly what happened so I'm calling her first." I said jumping up, throwing a shirt on and underwear. I was half way down the hall way when zayn caught my waist and pushed me behind him we were fighting for the phone but I won, due to distracting zayn in a way he wasn't happy about me teasing him. His mom picked up. "Hey mom I'm Just letting you know that zayn is safe we are at my house." She chuckled. "I was young too I understand. You don't have to pull the 'he was drunk card' love." I laughed nervously "yeah well we- I need a shower so bye love you mom." "Love you to sweetie." I hung up. Zayn tackled me onto the couch. "She's on to us." I whispered in his ear. He smothered me in kisses. "Zayn what's wrong with you?" He smiled his lopsided grin. "What do you mean?" "You're all over me and trying to race me to my phone. We just had sex two days in a row. What's wrong." His smile faded. He grabbed my head and gently brought me into his chest. "I just don't want us to be apart, we only have 29 days left of this. And I want to enjoy every single inch of you to the fullest." He said grazing his thumb on. My jawline I nodded. "I feel like we are doing something wrong. Should we be like... Damn I can't get my finger on it. Oh!!" I shouted. "Condoms!" I shouted still in thought then I looked at him his eyes wide in shock. "Oh shit I didn't even think about that." He said. I shrugged it off. "It's fine I guess next time we can use one." He nodded, looking dazed as if in thought. I got up and grabbed clothes for the shower. Once out zayn took his shower and then we went to ride our boards around. When we got back to my house there was a note. But zayn grabbed it first.
I grabbed the note as soon as I saw it. I started to read it but out of the corner of my eye I saw Lilly sulk to her room. I let out a sigh and started reading.
To who ever reads first
Your weapons, team, and cars and shit will be given to you when you decided to show up. Now when you get there give them this code. As soon as you read this note, destroy it.
Address: 204 Whitehall rd.
I remembered the numbers and tore up the note. Then walked out of the house and lit the paper up with my lighter then. I lit my own cigarette. I was taking a long drag when I felt something small and soft intertwine their fingers with mine. I didn't have to look to know it was Lilly. I didn't look till I saw the circles of smoke. I jumped and looked at Lilly to see her smoking too. What was she doing! I grabbed he'd shoulder and turned her towards me "Lilly-?" "Zayn." She shrugged my hand off. "What's wrong?" She took a long drag and then let out a long sigh. "What did the note say." She said dryly. I coughed. "Um it's about the um stuff for later on." She nodded. "Zayn can we be honest here." I looked at her confused. She turned toward me her blue eyes, sad. "What's wrong?" I said grabbing her shoulders. "Everything!" And then she broke down crying on my wife beater top. Though I hated calling it that. So I just called it a beater. I grabbed the cigarette from her small fingers and threw it on the ground then I did the same with mine. I rubbed circles on her back. I was already screwing things up. Having constant unprotected sex. Smoking. And trying to hide the truth. "It's going to be all my fault." She shook her head. "No it's going to be our fault. We are in it together." I smiled as she ruffled my hair. "I like your hair down." Then she thought about it. "Hmm maybe I like it better quiffed up. Hell I think it's sexy no matter what." I smiled as I wiped the tears away from her cheeks. "No more smoking." She nodded. "That goes for you too." I nodded. Looking into her blue eyes. I said. "I will try my best." And I meant it. "Now lets go to the mall." I said in a girly preppy tone. She rolled her eyes. I looked at what she was wearing to make sure it was appropriate. Shorts and my t-shirt tucked into the front. Perfect just missing one thing. I dragged her inside as she slipped on her vans. "Boom!" I said putting my favorite SnapBack on her head. She was beaming. "And if they don't get the hint." I said spraying us in my cologne. She coughed but was still smiling. "It's not much but here." She handed me the bracelet she was always wearing. I looked at it. It had her name in cursive then an infinity sign. I smiled and kissed her forehead.
Lilly Ann's pov
Zayn sprayed me with his cologne making me cough. But I couldn't hold back my love sick smile. I handed him the bracelet that I always wore, even in the shower. I looked at what he was wearing. His normal khaki chinos and vans. He was wearing a wife beater, which clung to his every dip and curve. Showing his toned body. I wanted to trail my hands up constantly. He kissed my forehead and we rode to the mall. I couldn't have been happier.
Well hehehe. I'm starting to love this book. So enjoy :) xoxox