Big Black Car (1D - Christmas special)

For once in her life, Arden Rose has found someone equally as fucked up as her - and even though he's not allowed to, they've made a life for themselves, where they're allowed to escape the world as much as they want to without anyone looking - besides the whole world, and his five best friends. But what happens when something turns everything upside down, and makes Arden reconsider the influence she has on this boy? And what happens when Arden is suddenly facing death of a loved one, addiction and jail-time?

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1. 1. December

I looked myself in the mirror… the dark circles underneath my eyes made me look old and worn. My body was shaking, as my hair drenched in sweat, hung heavily down the sides of my face. I could hear my heartbeat, and I closed my eyes for a moment, only to open them up to look at the pale girl in the mirror. I took a deep breath, and as my body filled with air, I felt a pain in my chest, as if my ribs had stabbed into my lungs, making me put pressure on the spot, as I shook my head.

"This is not happening… This is not happening..." I chanted, as I opened and closed my eyes, not knowing what to do in the situation. I could feel the rush seep into my body at a very fast rate, faster than ever before. I felt my breath getting uneven, and my body starting to shake. Spit fled to my mouth, almost making me gag on my own saliva, as the foamy substance started to form at the corner of my mouth. My vision got blurred, and for the first time ever since I started, I didn't have control of my body, or my mind. My heart was pounding fast, so fast it made me dizzy to even have my eyes open. I squished my eyes together, as if it was possible for me to make it all go away, to make it all stop, but when I tried to open them up again, I couldn't. I felt myself falling, and it was like I was falling miles and miles, down into an endless hole, but when I hit the floor, it all went totally black. Not like before, but pitch black.

For the first time ever, I'd overdosed.

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