The dark haired boy with deep brown eyes sat there on his phone.
He didn't notice me. I stood there thinking of what I should do. Ugh why did I have to think things so Much didn't have time in my life to always be thinking I truly didn't.
'H-hi' I finally said
'Oh love didnt know anyone was up uh come sit' he said with such care in his deep voice
I sat down and we talk literly talk for what seemed like hours. By the end of our conversation we were both sobbing like children. We start with small little conversations when he said something that made me laugh. Instantly I frowned and looked at the floor. He noticed and asked y I seemed so sad. I don't know why maybe it was because I was so bottled up for so long or maybe because he seemed genully caring but I burst out crying and telling him my story.
I was a 12 when my story begins i was young but felt mature for my age.I was a complete hopeless romantic I would get to know a guy and have a small crush but then I start to believe they liked me most times I
was wrong and I would be heartbroken. Plus I always felt alone when I was a child and at times now I would feel alone too. Thenwhen I was 13 I found a guy who actually truly loved me. He made me feelhappy safe not alone but I couldn't be with him because my parents said I was too young. And the day I left him and moved away he told me I'll aways wait for you. That was the last time I was completely happy. I never loved again.
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Zayn just hugged me and told me he also hasn't loved for a long time he was scared of falling for someone and that person not being able to catch him. Poor guy. He broke out crying . Wow. I felt a real connection with this guy.
'You know what we will be there for each other we will be each others rock.' I said saying it with a REAL smile.
'Good idea .......... ur going to have a good looking rock too.' He laughed at his own joke while i just giggled at my silly 'good looking' rock I was happy but kinda guilty because I left the part about what happened to me when I was 14. But nobody knew just me and I planned to keep it that way.
I woke up half asleep and heard voices it was Kamila and Zayn. I was so tired I couldn't stay awake to hear what they were talking about but I knew that if Zayn was in my way I would have no problem with some 'friendly competition' but trust me I wouldn't lose.