I started to speak.
'Br-I mean she said some things before she uhh left'
Louis' head shot up and looked at me.
'D-did she s-say something about m-me' he barley was able to say anything.
'Uh yes but all she actually said was 'I would' .......what did she mean Lou' a small smile appears on his face while tears escape his eyes.
'Before she fainted I was talking to her and I told her I had fallen in love with her and I asked her to be my girlfriend then she was about to say something but ....you know'
It was so sad i couldn't believe my sister found love and like that it slipped her finger tips. it then grew very silent until i contined to explain what my sister last words were.
'she also left something for you Kenz......but i rather tell you i private'
i figured out what she meant as in 'girl' she was talking about her child. the child zayn still didnt know about. since the other message was for me i stopped talking and let small tears run down my cheeks as i think about the little times Bree and i had.
when Kamila spoke the words'i would' it broke me because i knew that it meant that Bree would of been my girlfriend we could of been so happy together but thats the thing. it would now never happpen because she was gone. there was now no hope.
i stood up and left the house to go and get some air........and try to forget this happened.
i arrived at an old pub and immediatly ordered a shot and a crannberry vodka
'oh and as little crannberry juice and more vodka' i said to the bartender.
The memories of today just keep replaying in my mind. Its eating away at me slowly. I just wish i could get an explanition to what was going on
As I return to the house I'm absoutly hammered. I open the door to the house and black out.