I felt amazing the morning after; I went to school with a smile on my face.
I walked down the hall, when I noticed that Justin was all alone in front of his locker.
I walked towards him and smiled.
He looked at the ground and closed his locker.
I walked closer.
Emma: Are you okay?
Justin: Yeah, I’m fine. Don’t worry about it.
Emma: Where are Todd, and Matt and the other guys?
Justin: Uhm… They are… Uhm… Football practice.
Emma: Why aren’t you there?
Justin: Uhm… I was about to…
I moved closer to Justin and moved my mouth up to his ear.
Emma (Whispering): Last night, was the greatest night ever.
I moved away from Justin and looked at him. He didn’t even smile.
Emma: Justin, something is wrong.
Justin: No, just leave it.
He walked away.
What was wrong with him? Did I do something wrong?
I asked myself that question for a few hours…
I wanted him to tell me what was wrong, but he ignored me at school.
I texted him and texted him and texted him, but he didn’t replay…
I felt like he didn’t want to talk to me, ever again.
Ally drove me to his place.
I walked towards the front door, and looked around.
Todd and Matt’s cars were there.
I wondered what was going on…
I walked inside and looked for Justin, but I couldn’t find him until…
I heard somebody talk at the backyard.
I sneaked a peek through the curtain.
I saw Justin, Todd and Matt. They were yelling at each other.
Todd: Justin! Do you want to lose this or what?
Justin: No! But I don’t think we can do this to her!
Matt: Omg, Do you care?
Justin: Yes I do!
Todd: What? Do you seriously care about a loser chick; you made a bet about getting to like you? Justin, we were betting about you getting her to like you, take her to the prom and then dumb her!
I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks.
Justin: But it’s different now…
I took 4 steps, so I stood in the middle of the open door, the tears still rolled down my cheeks.
I didn’t say anything. I just stood there.
Todd saw me.
Justin: I really think I’m…
Todd: Uhm… Justin?
Todd looked and pointed at me.
Justin turned around and saw me.
Justin: Emma… I…
I shook my head, sniffed and ran my way.
I heard Justin running after me.
I kept running.
Justin: Emma! Emma! Emma! Wait!
I ran home, but no matter how fast I ran, Justin was right behind me.
I took a deep breath stopped out front my front door.
I didn’t say anything; I just looked at him with the tears still rolling down my cheeks.
Justin: Emma. I’m sorry…
Emma: Is that the only thing you have to say?
Justin: Emma, I didn’t mean to, I just…
Emma: A loser chick? You think I’m just a loser?
Justin: No, I don’t, I just…
Emma: You’re just like everybody else.
I replaced my hand on the doorknob.
Justin: No, wait!
I turned around and looked at him.
Emma: Justin, I trusted you. I gave you my virginity. I let you inside my world. I thought you were different.
Justin: I am different… I am.
Emma: No you’re not you are actually like all the other popular guys. You don’t give a fuck about anybody else but yourself.
Justin: When I made that bet, I didn’t know you. When we kissed at that party, it was magic. I’ve never felt what way before.
Emma: It doesn’t matter anymore Justin…
Justin: I really want this to work out. I tried to make Todd and Matt understand but they just wanted me to break your heart.
Emma: Well congrats… it worked. Bye Justin.
I replaced my hand on the doorknob again. Justin crawled on the ground and wrapped his arms around my left leg.
I heard him sniff. It meant he was crying.
I looked at him.
He had tears in his eyes.
Justin: Emma. Please. Please. Please. Don’t leave me.
I took a deep breath.
Emma: Bye Justin.
I pulled my leg with me inside the door and slammed it.
I looked through the door binoculars, and saw Justin walking away.
I slowly slide to the ground.
I started crying. Like really much.
I grapped my chest. My heart hurt. It felt like it broke into one million of pieces.
I just wanted all this to end.