I packed the rest of my stuff. I was leaving tomorrow.
I looked at my pictures of me, Ally, Mike and Dani. I was going to miss them so much. I just had to suck it up. Cuz Washington was my dream.
I was packing my clothes, when I grapped the red dress I wore on our first date.
A tear rolled down my cheek. I wiped it away and threw it on the ground.
I wanted to tell Justin that I was leaving, but he wouldn’t understand.
It was like I was torn, ripped down the middle.
What was behind all the shadows I knew?
They were hiding my secrets that no one knew.
I’m felling scared for what I see, but I have to give it all. I’m trusting me.
I had packed the rest of my stuff.
I looked around in my room.
An empty bed.
I had so many memories in this room.
It was here I grew up; it was here I became besties with Ally. It was here I had my first time. It was here I cried my heart out.
Maybe it was good for me to get out of all this.
I needed to start over. A new life. A new me.
I haven’t read any of Justin’s text’s yet.
I sat down on my empty bed and opened the conversation.
04.35 PM. Emma. I’m sorry.
04.54 PM. Please listen to me.
05.14 PM. I need you.
05.46 PM. I didn’t know you, when I made that bet.
06.23 PM. You’re such an amazing person.
07.34 PM. Please listen to me.
10.45 PM. I won’t smile again, before you forgive me.
I locked my phone and walked into Daniella’s room.
Emma: I can’t believe I’m leaving in the morning.
Daniella: Yeah, I’m going to miss you. It won’t be the same without you.
Emma: I will miss you too.
Daniella hugged me.
Daniella: You’re the best little sister in the world Emma, did you know that?
Emma: I love you too Daniella.
I slept besides Daniella that night.
She wanted me to be as close to her, as I could.
I feel asleep while holding her hand.