Okay, Greg... This one is about fifth grade... The main stuff...
When fifth grade first started, I was happy because I sat so close to you... I wished I could switch spots with Gabri though... But since it was our assigned seat and Sister Nena was the teacher, I didn't dare switch.
Anyway, I didn't want Gabri to know, too, so I just said that I was unlucky. (Well I sort of was because I hate Gabri and Claudia. They are both very annoying.)
I stared at you every day and talked to Martina about you. I passed notes with her during Science that you're so cute!
But Martina kept saying that you were so ugly and that her crush was the cutest. (I won't say who it is right now... If I do, Martina is going to kill me.)
We argued all the time. But of course both of claimed that we were right...
Then you saw the we were passing notes so we had to show you what we were talking about. When you first saw it, it was about Sarah.
But Martina erased the last sentence with her pen. It said Of course I trust him. I ♥ him. Then I started to just talk about you.
When you were reading it was just EMBARRASSING!!!!!! Soon, I got used to it and started to just write about you.
During P.E., my favorite thing was hockey. It was because we were usually in the same team, so I could give you my stick... ♥♥♥♥
Then we changed seats during Math. That was awesome. You don't know how happy I was to sit right next to you.
Then during Social Studies, Mr. Hughes changed the desks. So we could sit however we want but it had to be boy-girl-boy-girl.
You don't know how happy I was. I followed you around until you sat down at a spot. I sat right next to you and acted like it was a coincidence. I think you knew that it wasn't.
The days passed by and you always looked at our notes. Then, we just started to pass notes together. Martina said that it was annoying and boring, but I was just excited.
Then on Friday the 13th, I decided to kiss you. I just wanted to show you how much I loved you. When you went out to go to the bathroom, I followed you out.
I told you that I had to tell you something. Then I was like:
"I need to kiss you."
That was really awkward... But I just couldn't think of anything. Then, I just did it. It was weird. But I still remember the feeling.
You were the first boy that I kissed. You were like my first real love.
It was too magical....
As the last days went on, I became sadder and sadder that I'll be leaving... But the real reason I was so sad was because of you.
I wanted to try harder to make you like me. I wanted to spend more time with you.
I was sad that you didn't have an Instagram, kik, oovoo, snapchat, or anything like that because I wanted to talk to you still. (Even though I know that you're glad that I'm out of your life)
And I just loved looking at you. You are so handsome. And tbh, I love you. I never loved any other boy more than you....
And the thing that I was hiding from you was... um.... this writing on my hand... It's really embarrassing but I think almost everyone knows because they saw it. (People that know: Gavin, Martina, Rachel, Sarah, Caroline, and Maggie.)
This is what it was:
I'll miss you more than anyone... I hope to meet you again someday.
You made my days wonderful...
Love you ♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Written while listening to Story of My Life, One Thing, Live While We're Young, Kiss You, You and I, Diana, Gotta Be You, Little White Lies, and Little Things by One Direction.*