1. My Mistakes
Ya I've fucked up a lot... Lost friends... And well I just... Never fit in... I was always the one who kinda sat there awkwardly wanting a friend... And when i had a friend I was always replaced, left, forgotten, or hated... Cause I'm to short, to fat, not pretty enough annoying, dumb, and an outcast... I wear makeup because they think I'm ugly! I don't eat because they say I'm fat! And i know Im dumb and you all hate me... whatever but... They don't understand... They hate me why? Anyone know? Or understand the method to there ways? Well I sure as hell don't... I mean I bottle up my feelings always lieing to myself saying "Don't worry it'll get better..." When I know it's not true! I'm being a fake once again I plaster on a smile and fake a laugh. No one knows the old me anymore... She's gone and I hope all of you people who hate me... Well I hope your happy because your a new scar on my wrist!