It was Friday night and I was stuck in my dorm alone. Tameka, Sasha and Jade had all gone home to the weekend to fuck the latest boy they had met to only come back and ignore them unless of course they were God like and then maybe a round 2 was needed. Friday Kye normally came round and well things would get heated, but after our argument last weekend he had done a pretty great job of ignoring me.
When he first got called you could say I was more then pleased with my partner. Tall, dark and handsome, any girls dream. He was sweet and unlike every other guy didn't try to get in my pants straight away. But I was so used to it and the girls laughed when I said we hadn't yet slept with each other after the first few days so I made my move. To say he was surprised would be an understatement. After that he kept going on that he couldn't believe I had feelings for him like that and it made me melt. Never had I had a guy actually genuinely say he had feelings for me more then just 'oh yeah she's hot I'll give her a go'. I didn't tell the other girls cause they would laugh and tell me to find someone knew, that getting tied down isn't fun. So when Kye took me on a date I refused when he asked me to be his girlfriend, and that killed. Seeing Kate and Niall together made me just sick after that! So I planned to ruin it, and that's exactly what happened. But what hurt more was seeing how they worked through it, how they somehow managed to bring themselves to look at each other like that again. It made me sick! It was disgusting! But it is exactly what I wanted with Kye.
In all honesty when Kye yelled at me I began to think, maybe I was over reacting. Kate never meant any harm from what she did, I think. I mean she didn't know how much that would cause the other girls to look down upon me and favour her. She was knew to the concept of our 'life', she really didn't know and she genuinely apologized. But having to get the girls back under my control I had to ruin her. But why didn't I stop? Why didn't I quit when I was ahead? Kate loved her new friends and had no intention on every trying to rebuild the tiny amount of respect the other girls had for her.
But the mentality was stuck in my head and I keep making her life hell, and what do I get out of it? There is no longer any satisfaction in what I'm doing because I realised I was being childish. I had no right to do this to her, all I was doing was ruining myself. Because of my mind set I had lost Kye, the first guy to treat me like a human not a piece of meat. Realising that, that's when I began to cry.
Bella was out with Louis and Niall had just left so here I was sitting on the lounge with the music playing enjoying the little amount of time to myself. Don't get me wrong I loved having this partner thing and I loved all the girls but sometimes you just need time to yourself. Not long after Niall left I heard a knock at the door.
"What did you leave goofball." I called letting out a giggle. Niall had a habit of leaving stuff behind.
"Kate." Her eyes were puffy and black was masking her face from the mascara that was running down her checks. Never would I have expected this to happen, ever! But here it was. Emma was standing at my door crying, and I had no idea why.
Hey guys! So a little more background into the story and I'm sure some people can guess the situation now but what do you think? Not what you expected from Emma ha? But I guess it shows people all have their own battles! Do your thing guys :) xx