Driving home last night from bowling I couldn't stop my mind from racing. Ruby and I have a great 'flirtationship' going but that's only because we are both natural flirts. We talked it over when everyone started giving us weird looks, and we both knew we were just friends. She was interested in a guy back home and I was interested in someone I just couldn't have.
The grass under my hand was so soft, as soft as I expected her hands to be. Its bad to be thinking of her like this, I shouldn't. But maybe I can attempt to show her that I do have feelings. That maybe, just maybe, she could give me a chance. But who am I kidding, she would never look at me like that. The negative thoughts cloud my mind and stop any confidence I had slowly gained before. But all of the fog, the negativity, floats away when I see her walking across the campus. There is just something about her, something I cant describe, something I wish she didn't have so I wouldn't feel this way.
I can feel the anger slowly rising inside of me. Kate and her stupidly, somehow attractive partner are talking again. If I could just take him away from her, in anyway possible she may feel the same pain as I did. I see the way she looks at him, and I saw how dysfunctional she was without him. It's kinda pathetic actually, that after only a month she is so dependant on him. Not that I'm complaining, I mean its the easiest way to get to her.
"Come on Emma, don't you think you've done enough." Kye groans from my bed, where he is laying.
"Shut it Kye, you wouldn't understand." I growl back. I hear the bed creak and I know he has gotten up.
"No Emma I understand. That your being a bitch to a girl that apparently 'ruined' you last year, when all I can see is that your ruining yourself. She actually seems like a really cool girl and it seems you've done enough to her. Didn't you see how miserable she was? And I already know you were a bitch to her last year. Its kind of crazy Emma what you're doing, and I don't want to put up with it." He almost yells back at me. He starts moving towards the door but I cant let him leave if she has won.
"See that's the thing Kye. If you think she doesn't deserve this you don't understand! You don't know what its like to be humiliated and have people looking at you weirdly. So if you don't want to help me fine. but If you go behind my back know I will always have something on you. that you don't know." The door is half open and he turns back looking at me sadly. I almost apologize to him just because of that look on his face, and I have to bite my lip to keep myself from doing so.
"You know Emma I was really excited to get paired with you. Your gorgeous and you seemed to be an amazing chick, and I was really hopeful. I was really hopeful that maybe something could happen that I could tell everyone yeah she's mine, look at how amazing she is. But your a bitch Emma, and I'm done with your games." And almost immediately the door slams and I'm left in silence.
I stand at the door waiting for someone to answer. It seems forever since I knocked so I can only assume that no one is here. All I wanted to do was fix it, fix her. With my head facing the floor I turn to find somewhere, anywhere quiet that I can think.
"Kye?" His voice echoes.
"Ahh yeah mate." I saw quietly turning to face him. She's here as well, and I can't help but notice the confusion on their faces.
'What do you want?" A scowl takes over his face and I stand taller to show that I'm not scared, because , well why should I be anyway.
"Look Niall, and Kate, I'm just here to say sorry. I just had a fight with Emma and told her she's being a crazy bitch and I'm done with her games. So I just wanted to say sorry for any harm I caused. I can't stop her from doing anything but I'm not going to be involved anymore." I say leaving a small smile at the end. I'm shocked when I feel her arms around me, embracing me.
"Thank you Kye." She says through a smile I only slightly see as her face is consumed in my shirt.
"I should have done it a long time ago Kate. You seem really cool and I'm really sorry." I say she steps back. With one last look at her glowing eyes I turn and leave. Maybe, just maybe, I can fix this still.
Hey guys so a lot of P.O.V jumping but I wanted to make you think about harry, and show you that Kye actually is a nice guy. So who knows what will happen. Do your thing to help the story. Tayy xx