“All good, we will get through this together” I said to Niall and then he looked into my eyes with so much hope and adoration, in that very moment I knew I was falling for him.
THE NEXT DAY…
So I was pretty confused, was I straight? Curious? Bisexual? Nope. I was definitely gay and I knew it the moment Niall kissed me. Sparks flew, I was breathless, it was like nothing I had ever experienced before and I liked that. No, I loved that. As I walk downstairs to meet my mom and Gemma I ask Gemma to leave the room so I can talk alone with my mother. “What’s wrong Harry?” she asked concerned, “I am gay”, I just let it all pour out, the feelings I had for Niall, how I had never really liked any of the girls and last but not least the kiss Niall and I shared. I went on to explain that I have been feeling this way for a while, and my mother just walked up and hugged me tight. She told me she would always love me no matter who I loved and that nothing would ever change how she felt about me. I was so relieved at her response, I just couldn't have dealt with her being against my wishes to be with Niall.
“I think we should be together” blurted out Harry after I picked him up at his house. He sent me a text last night asking me if he could catch a ride, his house was on the way to Liam’s so I wasn't really concerned.
“I think that is a great idea” I said in response.
“So have you told anyone?” Harry murmured?
I almost forgot that we were picking Liam up and as he opened the car door harry just sank lower and lower into his seat.
“What’s up Niall? Oh hey Haz hows it going?”
“Me and Haz are together” I said, then cupped my hand over my mouth. I cant believe I just said that, I had only just told Liam I was gay a couple days ago I can’t just spring all this on him, it wasn't fair. Harry turned and glared at me, then smirked because he knew that I was just as nervous as him, which amused him.
“Uh….” Liam prolonged it for a while then went on about how he was happy for us and started to question Harry about how all this happened. On the ride to school Harry and I explained the kiss, and how I told Harry that I loved him and was very worried that he would never look at me the same in response to the explanation Harry said” Nothing would change how I feel about you”. With that I slammed on the breaks, I almost hit someone. The girl turns around and Harry just gulps, it was Caroline Flack his ex, how was she going to take that her ex is gay, how is everyone going to take it?