Suicidal love

Harry styles is far from happy. He suffers with depression, suffers from anxiety and also is suicidal. All he wants is a friend, he wants to feel happy. He nearly killed himself twice. What happens when he finally finds a friend? Will Harry recover and finally be happy? Or will he kill himself trying? Maybe it will all be too much for him, but can Megan help him through it? Read to find out!

I love Harry and I'm not trying to make him this way in my story on purpose! I really wanted a powerful love story and I'm kinda dedicating this to all the direct omers who are suicidal an guys are worth it. But if this offend story or upsets you in anyway please is not read because I don't want to make you sad. I love you!! Xx


7. chapter 7

Chapter 7

Megan's pov

Why the hell are we both at the hospital?

After a few seconds of worrying, a doctor and a couple of nurses walked in.

"How are you feeling Megan?" One of the nurses asked as the doctor went over too Harry to check on him.

"What happened to Harry? Why am I here?" I asked starting to worry a bit more.

"You tried to kill lost a lot of blood...we couldn't find any matches to you blood and Harry had the same blood as you...he gave you half his blood" the doctor said softly as he came over to me.

I didn't know what to say, I was shocked. All the memory finally came back, I got drunk, i was so depressed and cut myself. How did Harry find me? I should have died.

"Is Harry okay?" I asked in panic.

"Well...he is very sick right now...he has lost a ton of blood"

"Shit Harry! Why the hell would you do this for me?!" I yelled at him as I reached for his hand, but my hand wouldn't reach to his bed and I broke down.

"I want him next to me!!" I screamed as I bawled my eyes out. I was going crazy, I didn't know why I was acting like this, I cared for Harry so much....I felt something different with him.

The nurses quickly tried to calm me down as the Doctor moved him closer to me. I started to calm down as I turned on my side and held his hand and stroked his face.

" listen to me okay?" I whispered to him as if he could hear me.

"Your gonna be can fight this...I can't believe you did this though Harry, you put your own life in danger for mine."

I stopped talking for a few second and just stared at him, he was pale and he looked sick. I hated seeing him this way. He was still the cutest guy I had ever seen though.

"You are so strong Harry, stronger than me, you have to make it...for me....I love you" I whispered to him.

I couldn't believe that slipped out of my mouth...I love you. Who am I kidding? I do love him, I have loved him the very first day I met him, but it was always thrown aside because of that jerk,Kyle.

Harry probably didn't love me, but I also thought about in a way where, why would he give me half his blood if he didn't love me? I just wish he was awake, I can't lose him. I would lose myself.

He doctors walked back into the room, which startled me a bit.

"Megan? We have a note for you...Harry wrote it for you and I forgot about it till now, would you like to read it?"

I shook my head in agreement as he handed me the piece of paper. It read:

To my angel, Megan,

Don't cry. It's okay. I gave you half my blood because I want you to live. I love you Megan, I know it may sound crazy and I know you probably don't love me back, but I just wanted to tell you this if I don't make it. I want you to be as strong as you can for me though, if I don't make it. Please know that I am up there watching over you....I love you so much. And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.

I ripped the paper as quickly as I could, bawling my eyes out and screaming my head off at Harry, who was still asleep beside me.

"You aren't leaving me!! You will be okay Harry! I love you too!" I screamed.

I scooted over in my bed some more just to get as close to him as possible. I layed there praying too god that he would be okay, playing with his adorable, soft, curls until I fell asleep.

I know I didn't write very but I'm with some family tonight....and I also know it sucked but I will write more for you and post It a little later or tomorrow! Thanks for reading! Xxx

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