Suicidal love

Harry styles is far from happy. He suffers with depression, suffers from anxiety and also is suicidal. All he wants is a friend, he wants to feel happy. He nearly killed himself twice. What happens when he finally finds a friend? Will Harry recover and finally be happy? Or will he kill himself trying? Maybe it will all be too much for him, but can Megan help him through it? Read to find out!

I love Harry and I'm not trying to make him this way in my story on purpose! I really wanted a powerful love story and I'm kinda dedicating this to all the direct omers who are suicidal an guys are worth it. But if this offend story or upsets you in anyway please is not read because I don't want to make you sad. I love you!! Xx


3. chapter 3

Chapter 3

Megan's pov

I came home more than dissapointed, I couldn't believe the way Kyle, the jock, pushed him like that. He was my friend, well not anymore. He still hasn't apologize for doing that to him, so we aren't friends anymore.

I ran upstairs and heard my phone ring, it was Kyle. I tried ignoring it but maybe he was going to apolligize so I answered hoping that was the reason he was calling.

"What do you want Kyle?"

"I just wanted to say I'm sorry for what I did's just because...I really like you and I got jealous"

I was shocked, I had no idea he liked me. I was happy he apologized and now he is saying he did because he liked me? Maybe I like him too, I have never had a boyfriend before.

"You like me?" I asked surprised.

"Yeah, will you go out with me?"

I thought about it for a minute then answered.

"On one have to apologize to Harry tomorrow and be nice to him, he is my friend."

"Alright fine" he said sounding annoyed.

"I'll take you out Saturday night bae" he said in a flirty voice and my heart suddenly started racing like crazy.

"Okay" I giggled then hung up.

Kyles pov

I can't believe that bitch fell for it. I'm not apologizing for anything to that freak. He deserved to die, but I could let that slide for Megan.

I decided to plan a few things for this Harry guy. Maybe a few pranks will scare him away from her.

Megan's pov

I plopped down on my bed feeling excited and happy. I haven't had a friend in forever and now I had a boyfriend and a friend. Everything seemed to finally be going my way and I didn't even feel depressed tonight.

I went over to my window and looked outside, and my eyes glanced to the other house next to mine. The window was opened and I became curious, so I tried to see what was inside.

I couldn't believe it, Harry was my next door neighbor. I yelled from my window to get his attention.

"Harry!" I yelled leaning out my window a bit.

Harry looked confused and was looking around his room like an idiot trying to figure out where it came from. I couldn't help but start laughing hysterically which honestly I haven't laughed in a long time, who knew meeting someone could help improve your life the first day you meet them?

"Harry look out you window!!" I yelled louder trying to stop laughing.

Harry walked towards his window and looked out of it and noticed me. He gave me a small smile and waved.

"I didn't know you lived right next to me" Harry said loud enough for me to hear him.

"I actually just moved a few days ago!" I yelled.

"That's cool" Harry said sounding a bit sad.

I just started noticing how sad he always sounded whenever he talked, except for when we were talking about music and singing, his eyes lit up and the passion he had for it was amazing.

"You wanna come over? I'm home alone and could use some company!" I laughed hoping he would come over.

"I-I can't....I am actually going to go for a walk and then Finish my homework when I get back"

"How about I join you? If that's alright" I asked probably sounding annoying and desperate but at the moment I didn't care.

Harry's pov

"How about I join you? If that's alright" Megan asked as my heart started to race.

I didn't want her to come. I was planning on going into the woods to kill myself, she can't come and watch that. I felt bad for her though because she looked so hopeful and I could tell she really wanted to hang out with me, which was kinda weird since no one likes to hang out with me.

I gave into her and figured I could kill myself tomorrow. At least I could die and she would have been satisfied with one day of hanging out. I wasn't going to lie though, I kinda wanted to hang out with her too.

" me outside in five minutes?" I said as her eyes lit up and she left the window.

A few minutes later I took the razors out of my pocket and set them in my closet. I wouldn't be needing them tonight apparently. I should just kill myself right now before she get just need to hang out with her once before I go. maybe she actually wants to hang out with me and isn't just being nice.

I went outside to see Megan walking from her house to mine. She greeted me with that huge, perfect smile and I returned a small smile back.

"So how far do you normally walk?" She asked as we started walking.

"It depends"

She looked confused but went with it. She started humming, her happiness kinda rubbed off on me a bit, she was like medicine for my depression.

I started laughing at her humming, I haven't laughed in probably a year, I can't believe one person is helping this much already. We just met today and she is already feeling like a best friend.

"I usually walk into the woods right here" I said as I lead her into the woods.

I showed her the fort I built when I was younger which I still climb up and used.

"Do you ever go up there?" Megan asked looking at the fort that I had built in the trees.

"'s my thinking spot" I said as she tried climbing up the tree.

Her foot slipped as she was halfway up there and was about to fall, I suddenly felt concerned and rushed under her to catch her. She fell and luckily I caught her, but we both fell to the ground since I was weak as hell.

She started laughing which rubbed off on me and I smiled. I actually smiled this time, it wasn't a fake smile. As we got up my sleeve rolled up, Megan was staring at my slit and bandaged arm. I finally noticed then cover it with my sleeve quickly.

"Are you okay?" She asked in concern.

"I should be asking you that, your the one who fell from the tree" I said trying to get her mind off of it.

She still looked concerned though, she probably knew exactly what it was from. This is just great.

Okay so omg I have updated two times in a day I need to stop! Haha but I really am liking this story so it's hard! Than you for reading and again I am sorry about grammar and spelling mistakes! But what do you think Kyle is going to do to sabatage Megan and Harry's friendship!?

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