Suicidal love

Harry styles is far from happy. He suffers with depression, suffers from anxiety and also is suicidal. All he wants is a friend, he wants to feel happy. He nearly killed himself twice. What happens when he finally finds a friend? Will Harry recover and finally be happy? Or will he kill himself trying? Maybe it will all be too much for him, but can Megan help him through it? Read to find out!

I love Harry and I'm not trying to make him this way in my story on purpose! I really wanted a powerful love story and I'm kinda dedicating this to all the direct omers who are suicidal an guys are worth it. But if this offend story or upsets you in anyway please is not read because I don't want to make you sad. I love you!! Xx


14. chapter 14

Chapter 14

Harry's pov

I sat in the waiting room, nervous and feeling guilty. I shouldn't have brought her on this trip in the first place, she is really sick and I dragged her out here. I was overthinking as I usually did, I couldn't help it, she put so many different feelings in my soul and I couldn't control them.

It was already and hour of waiting and I started to feel hopeless. 'This was it' and 'it's all my fault' I kept saying to myself as tears rolled down my flushed cheeks. Suddenly, the doctor walked out and sat down next to me. "I have some bad news." He looked at me with sorrowful eyes which told me this was deffinitaly it.

"Please" I begged, "just lie to me, tell me she will be okay. Tell me her cancer is gone and we can live a happy life together, please" I cried in desperation.

"The cancer has rapidly taken over her body, to my speculations, she won't make it through the night" ,he sighed and finished his sentence as I felt my heart breaking into a million pieces, "I'm so sorry."

I stayed silent. I had no more tears flowing down my cheeks, they were gone. I felt like I was floating in space, like I was never truly alive this whole time. It all seemed like a dream to me, I almost felt like I was falling off an enormous building an-

"HARRY WAKE UP!" I felt myself being vilontly shook, which made me finally come out of my deep sleep.

I wiped my face which was completely wet as the lads all stared at me laughing. "Why are you laughing at me?!" I yelled still upset by my horrible nightmare.

"Dude, you were crying in your sleep." Louis bursted out into another wave of laughter and the rest continued laughing as well. I rolled my eyes and formed a small smile on my face, I was so glad it was only a nightmare.

I jumped out of bed and ran into the kitchen to find my lovely girlfriend, Megan, cooking breakfast for is boys. I roughly hugged her tight and when I turned her around to face me I kissed her as hard and passionately as I could.

She was there threw it all, she saved me with my depression, she fought off cancer, and she supported me and the lads which she still does to this very day.

I love her. She is my angel.

Heyyyyy I feel awful that I havnt been on in a while or posted any updates but I want to thank you all for reading, I wasn't sure how to end my story so I came up with this! I am writing another story now, I hope to continuously write and not leave for so long. I love you all and thank you for reading!

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