We decided to go watch the movie because we were kind of warn out. When we enter there were only a few people in there. Santi, Leo's brother, two of Sara's other cousins, David and James with there girls, Bryana Serena and Sara's boyfriend and us. We picked a seat in-between of Sara and Bryana.
I started to move around because I was kind of getting uncomfortable in this seat. Then out of no where Leo pulled me on to his chest. I guess he saw that I was uncomfortable. It was nice of him but I can't let him do that. I don't want him to be uncomfortable. I raised my head to say something but i didn't. I just went back to laying on his chest. Why didn't I say anything?
I think Sara was really drunk and she wasn't paying attention in the beginning and she asked
"Why can't they date troublemakers?"
A "Sara that is the name of the boy club."
S "Oh because every guy is a trouble maker."
Billy Sara's boyfriend said" Oh yeah every guy is a trouble maker how about me?
S " No your not. Your so sweet, caring, and strong. It"s just some guys are."
A " How about you Leo? Are you a trouble maker?
L " No I think it's horrible how certain guys treat girls." I saw looking at Santi
A "Ok just checking."
God why did i say that? Why do i get so nervous around him? Do i like him? No i don't get that out of your head .
like half of the time I would catch Leo staring at me. It freaked me out. And I get really nervous when people watch or stare at me. Then there came a part that had to do with pushing people away. And Leo bent down and said
"Don't Push me away."
I didn't say anything. i just tensed up and kept watching the movie.
But that's what i do. i push people away when they get to close. the only person that was close to me was my brother and Sara. And it's really hard to trust people. But with Leo I feel like i can trust him. but i don't know that yet. and first of all I'm only going to see him at Sara's parties.