I sat up when Liam walked in with Avalon "Mummy!"
"Hey baby girl!" I laughed and hugged her tight but gentle trying to not cry from the pain from hugging her to tight.
"Hey we're worried sick about you" Liam gently hugged me leaning over the hospital bed.
"How's Zayn I want to see him but they won't let me get up,"
"He's fine umm he's got a broken leg and rib and he's in a coma most likely will be awake by tomorrow" I cried
"This is all my fault"
"No Kay don't say that this isn't your fault it's Michaels fault (Michael is the name of my adopted dad) and you didn't see the car coming," Liam sat down in the chair next to the bed.
The doctor walked in "Mrs. Malik you can be put in a wheel chair if you would like and you may see your husband." I nodded and she pushed a wheel chair in as Liam helped me up.
Liam opened the door to Zayn's room and I pushed on the wheels and sat myself next to his bed.
"I'll wait in the waiting room with the others so you can be alone" I nodded and kissed Avalon on the cheek before she left.
I looked over at Zayn he was in a coma his right leg casted bandages wrapped around his chest with a brace on to protect his ribs and wires everywhere. It was silent besides my sniffles here and there and the beepings. I held his hand.
After 5 minutes the evenly paced beeping went into one long beep. My heart stopped I looked up at Zayn as Doctors and nurses ran in one pulled me away as another started doing CPR.
"NOO ZAYN!!" I screamed as they trying to get his heart beating again. One stopped and turned to me.
"Mrs. Malik I'm sorry but he's passed away we can't get his heart beating again" he looked sad I broke down crying. No we can't be dead no I never got to apologize to him I was mad at him last time he was walking. It's all my fault. I can't live without him.