29. Who Was That?
.. Phone Conversation ..
Me: “Why are you calling me?”
Nick: “I know you’re mad at me, and I deserve it because I’m a sack of crap. (He sighed) Please let me apologize to you love, I really am sorry to the maximum extreme.”
Me: “Why? So that you could do it again and again? Nick cut it off I will never take you back! You were having an affair behind my back!! Seriously don’t you have any decency!?
Nick: “Love let me explain- (I cut him off, as I exploded on him.)”
Me: “(I start yelling my lungs out.) LEAVE ME ALONE AND DELETE THIS NUMBER FROM YOUR PHONE! THERE IS NO US AFTER THAT PAIN YOU GAVE ME! I DON’T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH A CHEATER AS YOU!”
.. End of Phone Conversation ..
“Who was that?” I heard a strong voice spitting anger in a calm/yet threatening to rage attitude. I turned around to notice Harry, ok why did he open the door with the key again! Oh God, Harry will be incredibly mad if I told him! “Harry, it’s nothing. Let’s go downstairs shall we? I’m star-…” He cut me off and spoke as he pounded the wall with a masculine slap; which thundered the entire room in anger.
(He walked towards me and shot daggers from his eyes into mine.) I asked. Who. Was. That.” I started to shake from fear, why is he being like this! “Harry, please calm down; it’s just a little argument with a guy I used to know. Honey, please let’s just go downstairs I beg you? Pretend nothing happened ok? (I held his hand in mine, and that seemed to calm him down a little.)” He replied with a scoffing tone:“You think I’m going to just forget that this happened? Rebeca I need you to tell me who that was in this moment!” Ok he clearly lost control of his tone, and his grip in my hand turned to a form of a fist. I should tell him, we are a couple now and he has every right to know me better.
“(I rubbed his hand in my hold and it loosened the fist up; he intertwined my fingers with his as I walked him to the bed to sit on.) He was my ex boyfriend and we broke up because I caught him um… (I started to pause because it was hard for me to say. Harry was looking at me in concern all of a sudden, but the sense of anger was still clear.)He um… (I don’t know why, but I felt my heart pounding faster.) He was having an affair behind my back with someone from his office… (My voice started shaking, and I felt Harry’s hand brush my hair strand behind my ear.) He called wanting me to accept his apology, but I just yelled at him and denied that, I also told him to forget my number and just stop trying…” I thought Harry was going to punch or slap something, but he surprised me with bringing me into his arms.
“(He cooed.) A girl like you doesn’t deserve half of what happened. But look at the bright side, we ended up together. (I smiled as my shaking stopped and my heart beats returned to regular adjustments.) If that guy tries to contact you any more, I expect you to tell me and let me deal with him. You’re my bird now, and no one is allowed to lay a finger on you baby. I’m here to keep you safe, and to cherish you like a jewel of the rarest existence.” Wow, just wow. Harry is that of a sentimental guy?! I love this side of him so much! He made me feel better like no one else did! I think that my heartache has completely gone now! “I love you so much baby, you are my everything Becky.” He said after he kissed my mouth softly.“I love you too. (I smiled and stood up, taking Harry’s hand with me.) Now can we eat?” He smiled and we walked out of the room, leaving the pain of the past behind us, all what matters to me now is Harry and no one else.