“(He groaned, but his voice was calmer now.) Rebeca don’t you get it? I want you! You give me mixed up signals all the time, and I honestly am lost! I don’t know how to act in front of you! I need you, and I can’t bare anyone looking at you, YOU’RE MINE!” I calmed my breath as much as I could, my heart was beating to the speed of inferno; I can’t believe what he just said. What can I answer to this now? What kind of approach is that seriously? He didn’t even say he liked me, he didn’t even tell me that he wants to date me or be in a relationship with either!
“Harry, you’re just jealous because you are used to me taking care of you all the time, that’s all. I’m not yours, and I’m not Niall’s neither; nor anybody’s in general. Why are you ma-…” He shushed me up with his finger and I saw him calming down and breathing out his tension. “Rebeca please, don’t deny that you want me as much as I want you. I need you in my life; I want a person like you to be always on my side. You flipped my mind out from the first day I saw you, I didn’t even think that I would be comfortable around you; but I do; to the highest extreme. You make me feel stronger even when I’m in the weakest estate. (He breathed out, and proceeded.) Explain to me what you did inside with Taylor, you want to tell me that you did that because you cared about my hurted feelings? Or the way you hugged me yesterday? Or why you keep on holding my hand heavenly? (He sighed, and I felt tears of honesty forming in my eyes.) Rebeca please, give me a chance. I can’t tell you how much I want to hold you and keep you with me; I can’t bare anyone touching you or complimenting you; it’s my job to do that and no one else…”
I now was in tears, he spoke it out so perfectly; that was what I exactly wanted to hear. Oh Harry, I don’t know how will it work. He noticed me crying and his eyes twinkled in concern, he directly cupped my cheek from the right side and wiped my fallen tear with his thumb softly. “(He cooed.) Don’t cry, I beg you. Your tears are priceless to me, please stop crying… (His voice was croaky now, and I noticed he was about to cry as well! Please Harry don’t!) Becky? Look at me. (He used his second hand to tilt my chin upwards to look him in the eye.) You are the most valuable thing to me, I know this is all of a sudden, but I really find you the key to my heart. Please give us a chance bueatiful?”
I slowed my tears, after those crystal words that he spoke out, do I agree? Ugh this is so wrong, what do I do!? “(I sniffed my nose, and spoke as he cupped my cheeks with both his hands to calm me down.) H-Harry? (He smiled and nodded for me to proceed.) Why do you care about me so much? I-If you can answer m-me that then things m-might ch-change.” His eyes glowed at mine, and he shook his head out of the nervousness.
“Because I… (He paused then proceeded.) If this is what you want to hear, then I will say it. (I nodded as I sniffed my nose.) I… (He breathed.) I love you. (He smiled as it made my head spin from the sound of it.) Yes, I love you and I care for you so much, I can’t even stop thinking about you anymore, be mine and take me as yours, please…” My body was like jelly right now, I felt so weak in the knees that I almost fell if Harry haven’t caught me directly.
“Come with me, let’s sit down.” He threw his arm around my shoulders, covering me up like a protective shield of care, and we sat on one of the chairs in the backyard. He held me close to his chest, and I threw my hand over his abdomen, as he brushed my hair with his hand softly.“I love you too Harry.” He stopped doing what he was managing, and he made me look up to him directly as our eyes froze at each other.
“Say it again please... (He closed his eyes and smiled.)” I directly spoke with a wide smile on my mouth: “I love you Harry, so very much…” He laughed like a little kid on Christmas Eve, and hugged me so tight. “If only you knew how long have I waited to hear this…” I laughed a little and placed my arms around his neck. “Does that mean that we-…” He cut me off and spoke: “Are girlfriend and boyfriend? Yes, oh God yes!” I giggled to his excitement; I never thought he loved me this much! Oh Harry I can’t believe this is happening! I stood up, feeling that my knees are back in function, but he stood up as well and held my waist in his hold, he held me close to him, and gave me a questioning stare; is he asking for what I think he is?!