19. Please Just Calm Down
He groaned from the pain but he forced himself to stand up. As soon as he stood up he was shaking, so I rushed to hold him still. “Harry don’t force it, please just calm down.” He denied and kept walking, so I decided to give him my hand as a supporting bar to lean on (http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-tmNRK7teRak/T5fC2t5LkjI/AAAAAAAAAOY/LdaBNMY7j1A/s1600/Two+hands+holding.jpg). He kept walking in slow steps, and he was moaning from the pain after each one he did; I felt his pain, but I was glad he is moving finally. His left leg started shaking and he couldn’t stand up anymore, so I directly held him in my arms and we both fell on the floor, thankfully he landed on me, but unfortunately he was heavy.
I saw the disappointment in his face, so I decided I will change his mood. I started giggling and speaking: “Are you going to have me as a pancake for tomorrow’s breakfast? Because if you are then you are half way there in making me flat! Hahahahah, get off of me!” He laughed so hard, and I thanked god he smiled again; I know how much his weakness is something he doesn’t like to show. I screamed out of high giggles once I felt Harry tickling me: “HARRY STO- OH GOD AHHH GET OFF!” His chuckles were increasing to my reaction from his tickles, he then stopped and I managed to wiggle myself under him to stand up. I gave him both of my hands and he took them to stand up again slowly. “Let’s get you back to bed champ, shall we?” He smiled and spoke: “Can I get my hug of the day at least?”
I blushed and he brought me closer in his arms and pressured me in his embrace (http://31.media.tumblr.com/88f7dfa416f6f02be5fe4a55a4b65577/tumblr_mn4ieqhizo1rpysppo1_500.gif); it amazed me how my hands spontaneously snaked themselves over his neck. I honestly didn’t want to stop this, for the first time, I kind of just felt that all of the sorrows in my world are going away because of Harry’s affectionate touch. I snapped out of it, once I felt him breathing in my hair; this is not right! I dropped the hug and guided him back to his bed, as I turned my attention on preparing the injection. He kept smiling at me warmly, and I noticed that from the peer of my eye; I didn’t want this to happen; I don’t even know why it did or what it meant!
“Harry, could you handle me your arm please?” He nodded with a cheeky smile that made it hard for me to control my thinking. I slowly stung it into him, and emptied it quickly; because I knew how much he hated it. Why do I care of what he likes and dislikes! Why am I forgetting my duties! This is why I wished that one of the guys would be here today! Ugh, it’s becoming complied right now. It was like God was listening to me at that time, because as soon as I took out the needle from Harry’s arm, we both switched our attention to a knock on the door. “Louis!” I walked towards him and hugged him, and now I honestly could tell the difference of what it felt with Harry, and how it felt with Louis; there was no comparison at all. “How are you Becky? (We dropped the hug as he walked towards Harry’s bed.) How are mate?” He hugged Harry and sat on the chair. “He walked today, by himself.” I said cheerfully as Louis grew a smile on his face at Harry. “That means by tomorrow he’ll be better right?! This is perfect, tomorrow is your party, and you’ll hopefully be physically recovered!”
I corrected Louis’s statement. “He’ll be walking alright, but he still needs his daily medication and supplements Louis.” Harry frowned at me, but Louis managed to pat his shoulder. “Don’t worry Hazz; as long as you have this fantastic nurse over here, you will be recovering faster than you know it. “ Harry’s face turned to look at me with that same warm smile, and those flickery green jewels of his. I blushed and turned my attention to the counter where I prepared tomorrow’s dosage. “Are you coming tomorrow Becky?”Louis asked, and made me turn my head to look at him.”Yes, Niall invited me yesterday, and I accepted.” I swear the look on Harry’s face was like a boiling pot of acid, he tensed when I spoke the facts. “She’s coming with me.” He said coldly as he pierced his eyes at me. What was that all about!? Ok, I don’t get it anymore. He’s hot and he’s cold in less than 30 minutes?