45. Not Now
…. At Lunch (In the Restaurant) ….
I think Harry was so happy that he finally is out of the house, that’s why his smile didn’t depart his face. As for me, I still was roaming the idea in my mind on whether to tell him or not about Nick showing up. I really don’t want him to get angry, and I can’t keep this to myself either; God this is so tricky!
“Love?” I snapped from my thinking, as I saw Harry smiling at me. “(I tried to maintain my smile.) Sorry, I was just thinking about something; never mind.” I shook my head and ate a bite of my lunch. He rubbed my hand that was resting on the edge of the table, and I looked at him. “What’s wrong baby?” I just can’t tell him right now, I really can’t; maybe when we are back at home? Ya I’ll do that.
“Nothing, it’s just that I told my friend at work about you being my boyfriend. (He smiled as I proceeded.) She gained my trust today, and I believe she can keep this a secret like she promised.” He replied: “Do you know that this is the first time I hear you referring to me as your boyfriend?” I blushed, as he lifted my hand and kissed it softly.
“Bloody Hell! (He looked at the window and then back at me.) Don’t look at the window.” I was confused, why doesn’t he want me to look at the window? “Why who’s there?” I asked as he dropped his head down and avoided eye contact with me. “I wish I knew how on earth, do they know my movements.” I titled my head a little to look at the window, and I was shocked by the amount of cameras flashing!
“(He grabbed my hand and placed some money on the table as quick as he could.) Don’t look at them, let’s just leave.” I nodded, and he seemed to tense a little; we walked out with huge yelling and flashing attacks. Harry covered my face and held my hand strongly, as we walked past them. To be honest, it was a freighting experience for me! Bernie opened the door for us, and we quickly got in; as he drove off instantly.
…. Back At Home ….
Harry stormed through the hall way and he flunked himself on the couch, poor thing he must be still annoyed from the whole paparazzi contradiction. I walked to him and sat beside him, while he sighed and hugged me lightly all of a sudden. “Hey. (I rubbed his back in care, as I dropped the hug.) Relax, it’s ok we can catch an early dinner together here its fine.” He looked at me warmly and spoke in a worrying tone: “I just… don’t want this to be causing you trouble. I mean, this is the first experience for you in the spotlight with me. (He breathed, and proceeded.) I didn’t want you to be annoyed or bothered...”How could he be such a caring person? He keeps giving me reasons every day to love him more!
“Harry, (He looked at me, as I caressed his left cheek.) It was new to me, but I never said I am bothered honey. I’m with you for good or for bad, so forget about it, alright?” I smiled assuring him I was fine, and he nodded while he patted on his laps for me to sit on; I love it when I get to do that! I sat on his lap, and thought to myself that the time has finally came for me to tell him about the whole issue today at the hospital. Relationships are built on honesty, and that’s what ours must be always like.