28. I Will Never Be Able To See You Anymore
“I’d love to, but Harry you can’t get out of this house yet.” He shook his head and replied:“So? I have a plan don’t you worry about that. Just be here at 8:00pm; deal?” I nodded as he rubbed my shoulder during our sensational first cuddle; I love him for thinking of that! Wait, I can’t do this! What if Anne finds out from Rosa!? What do I do now…? “Harry?” I think the worry was reflected in my voice, that’s why Harry replied with a question: “Why do you sound worried love?” I breathed on his chest and replied.
“I’m worried about your mother… (He twirled one of my hair streaks while I proceeded.) She won’t be happy with us, and I’m worried that the image she sees me as, will change when she knows. I’m just scared that I will never be able to see you anymore.” I whined in sadness, Harry on the other hand was silent; but after a kiss on my forehead, he eventually spoke. “(His voice sounded croaky.) Don’t you ever say that or think like that babe. (Poor guy, I could sense his sensitivity to the topic from his mushy voice tone.) Nothing in this world will change my mind about you no matter who agrees or who doesn’t. My mother loves you and respects you, she trusts you with everything around here; heck she even trusted you enough to leave to Holmes Chapel for a couple of days! (He paused for a reason.) Rebeca? (Oh yes, my sensitivity made me cry right now.) Baby no please, don’t cry (He tilted my chin upwards, wait a minute did he just call me baby! Oh Harry you are making me more confused and happy!) Hey, don’t cry baby I told you that nothing will change my mind and I will never leave you, I love you alright? Keep remembering that.”His infinite care and his affection made me feel safer, I trust him because I love him; I just hope this wonderful relationship between us won’t end like my previous one did.
I kissed his chin, but he managed to slide down to meet my lips with his instead; I giggled and proceeded to reply. “Harry? Could you go change so that we can have our breakfast? I need to check on your oxygen level again, alright?” I saw that his eyes weren’t looking at me, it turned out that Mr. Styles was busy looking at my bra; shoot I forgot about my clothes! I slapped his arm, and he moaned: “OW! What was that for?!” I giggled and hid myself under the covers again.“That was for staring, you know someone told me earlier that it’s rude.” He cracked a laugh as he stood up from my bed and left me lying down.“Baby?” I smiled and answered: “Yes?” He responded with a shy smile:“Could you wait for me so that we could head down together? I’m afraid that my legs would betray me again.” I nodded and spoke: “Absolutely! Don’t worry, I’ll wait.” He walked back again to me and kissed my lips passionately, and it made my head spin from the savory taste and feeling. “I love you so much.” He murmured while he left my mouth. “I love you too my little prince.” He shook his head playfully and left my room. I directly jumped out of bed and locked the door.
I took my clothes that I came in yesterday, and went to the bathroom to shower and switch into them. I have a habit, I can’t skip a morning without showering, it’s something I must do or else I would feel guilty; I know I have my weird angle of hygiene. I changed into my clothes, and fixed my makeup after the shower (http://www.polyvore.com/hipster_glam/set?id=100600794),I noticed that my bangs weren’t fresh, but still my hair looked alright. As I was closing my mascara pen, my phone buzzed, and my eyes were going to drop on the floor when I read the caller ID; Oh God not this now! What do I do! Why is he calling me!? I clicked the green button, and he answered: “Hello?”