Bad Boy

My eyes are closed but the barrel of the gun is nested on the back of my head. My heart is racing, pouncing against my chest. It was beating so loudly I was surprised he couldn't hear it. I hadn't even got to lay my eyes on him, the man that would consume my fait. He has my life in his hands, and he loved every second of it. He wanted me scared, but I was not going to cower, I couldn't let him have that satisfaction. My eyes stayed close, but I knew I had to force them open. If I was going to die, he would have to look into my eyes as I did. He had to feel the pain that I would. I turned around, and opened my eyes. My voice had left, and there he was starring right back at me.

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14. You Can't Change

(Brooklynn's Point Of View)

I wish I would of never had to see that, I wish that I wouldn't have gone downstairs. Why did I have to do that, I don't think that I could ever look at Niall the same. He really was a monster, and that was just how it is.

I couldn't change it, and he didn't want to change obviously. How could I have been so stupid.. I still can't rap my mind around how I fell for him. I was going to get married, I was going to have a kid. I was going to start a family with the man I have been madly in love with for so many years.

How can I even compare that to Niall. How can I even put Niall in the same category. He had killed people before, he was going to kill me. The only thing that saved me was my eyes. If I looked even remotely different he would of had no problem pulling the trigger on me.

I got up to Niall's room, I hated being in it, but I had no where else to go. I didn't want to see any of them. I never wanted to, I wish they would just kill me now.

I closed the door, and locked it. I put the chair that Niall had in his room over it. Maybe I will just wait it out, and starve myself.

"Open the door now!" The voice that said it sounded furious. It didn't scare me anymore, I wasn't going to fear them anymore.

"Fuck off!" I screamed.

The person on the other side of the door acted surprised at my response. Well that was the way that it seemed. It took them a minute to reply.

"Brook open the door so we can talk" I recognized the voice even more now. I knew it was Niall.

"Don't talk to me.. you have no right to talk to me anymore" I yelled. But only loud enough to make sure he could barely hear.

"Open the door" This time the voice was different. It wasn't Niall, it was Louis.

I walked up to the door, "I only want to talk to Louis" I said.

"No way, get the fuck out here now" Niall screamed.

I heard whispers, and then I heard foot steps walking down the hall away from the room.

I cracked the door open just a little bit, I didn't dare to move the chair away incase Niall was there still. Louis was standing by himself, and there was no sight of anyone else.

I let him in, and then moved the chair in front of the door again. I went and sat down on the bed, I didn't even feel like I could trust Louis anymore. After all he fucked up my face pretty bad.

"I didn't mean to hurt you, but that was the only way we could get you to the hospital, I know you don't trust me... I know you don't trust any of us.. but I am actually sorry. I am sorry that we brought you here, I am sorry that you were in the bank that one day. I am sorry for what Harry and the rest of them had done to you. I know you can never forgive me, and I don't blame you.. we kidnapped you, and held you hostage. It is just the kind of people we are, and honestly none of us can change that. I know you don't think much of me, but I can't tell you how bad I feel. I think of you as one of my sisters.. you remind me so much of them, and I would do anything to protect them from people like this. People like me." He said.

He grabbed my one hand, but he still couldn't look into my eyes.

"Louis... what happened when it was your turn with me the first night I was here?" I asked. I didn't know if I wanted to know the answer.

"Well... I couldn't hurt you.. I let you sleep" He said.

"How am I suppose to trust you.. how am I suppose to believe you?" I asked.

"You are just going to have to go with your gut on this one" He said.

I could tell he was telling the truth, that or he was that good at lying. Both were really good possibilities.

"Now listen to me... Okay? I know what is happening between you and Niall.. He told me about it... he thinks because I have a weak spot for you I will help. I want to help you, but I don't know if I can yet. I can't go to jail. I need the money for my family. I can't disagree with the rest of the guys.. but if the time comes I will do my best to keep you safe. Even if that means letting you leave. Niall wants you to stay with us... but nobody else knows about this okay... you can't speak a word to anyone else" He told me.

"I don't want to stay here with Niall. He is a murderer. He will never change, and that is the way that he is. I was suppose to be marrying the good guy, they type of guy that puts people like you away. What is to stop him from turning that gun on me when he gets mad? He would of killed me that day at the bank, if I never turned around... he would of shot me, and not cared."

"He loves you" Louis said. He was looking directly at me when he said that.

 

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