Bad Boy

My eyes are closed but the barrel of the gun is nested on the back of my head. My heart is racing, pouncing against my chest. It was beating so loudly I was surprised he couldn't hear it. I hadn't even got to lay my eyes on him, the man that would consume my fait. He has my life in his hands, and he loved every second of it. He wanted me scared, but I was not going to cower, I couldn't let him have that satisfaction. My eyes stayed close, but I knew I had to force them open. If I was going to die, he would have to look into my eyes as I did. He had to feel the pain that I would. I turned around, and opened my eyes. My voice had left, and there he was starring right back at me.


21. Not leaving

My heart was racing, there was so many thought going through my mind. What will Brock do, what are people going to think happened to me? Where will we go, will they find us, what will Harry do.. All of these thought ate at me. None of them could result in good endings, and I knew that. The only thing that would give me hope anymore would be Niall.

He was sitting in the passenger seat, and I didn't think that was a good idea. It would make it easier to identify both of them together, and the white van didn't help our cover. I grabbed his left arm, it was the closest one to me. He knew what I wanted, I wanted him to come in the back with me.

I didn't want to be without him anymore, I wanted to stay close to him from now on. He gave me a little smirk, and then crawled to the back with me.

He didn't stop or even hesitate, he climbed ontop of me without a single thought. He started to kiss me, and I could feel his tongue caress my bottom lip so gently.

"Oh great, I just cleaned this van" Louis shouted jokingly back at us. "Whatever mess you make back there you are cleaning it" He continued. He never took his eyes off the road, at least  someone was focused.

I knew that Niall, and me should be more focused, but I couldn't help myself. My mind was telling me to slow down, but I couldn't my body wouldn't stop. I finally got my hand right above his chest, and grabbed onto his shirt. I gave him a little push up, trying to motion for him to stop.


He hesitated for a second, and I could feel him pull away a little, but then he continued. He was starting to get more aggressive, and it reminded me of Harry. This time, I didn't push him a little, I bit his lip hard, and hoped he would get off.

I was lucky enough that when I bit his lip, we hit a huge pot hole.

"I didn't mean to the pot hole" I said sitting up.

"Baby it's okay" He said leaning in for a little peck on the lips. I gave him one back. And I couldn't stop the smile on my face, and then I went flying forward into the front seat. I could see Niall flying through the air, and hitting the roof of the van. I went to reach for him, but I was tossed to the ground in a matter of seconds. Everything seemed like it was going in slow motion.

Then everything slowly went black, the slow motion stopped. I was laying on the roof of the van, and there was broken glass all over. I looked to the front of the Van, and Louis was hanging up side down, in the front driver seat, just hanging by his seat belt.

I couldn't feel my right arm, but I knew that wasn't a good sign. I started to crawl over to Louis.

"Louis, are you okay?" I asked. I couldn't talk it was more of a rasp.

He didn't respond, but I could see him breathing. That was the only thing that kept me from completely panicking.

I couldn't think straight, and my head was spinning, but I knew I had to get Louis out of this vehicle. I reached up to the seat belt buckle, and it was hot. I could hear my hand sizzle when I touched it. I screamed in pain, my reflexes reacted slow, and it took me a few extra second to take my hand off of the buckle.

I cried out in pain holding my hand. I didn't  notice at first, but the roof of the van was covered in water. It came up to about my hips if I was standing straight up.  That scared me a little, and I took a quick look at the back of the van to see if the water was raising. It wasn't thank God.

I was panicking now, I had no way to get Louis out of his seat, but all of his blood was going to rush to his head. I had no clue how long he had been upside down either. I started to look through his pockets, and then I felt it. There was a little pocket blade in his back pocket.

I flipped it out, and started to cut through that seat belt. I didn't know how I was going to let him down gently, I was to small to carry him.

Then I heard the seat belt give out, and Louis was falling. He landed ontop of me, and I couldn't get back up. He was to heavy, and I was trapped under the water. I couldn't breath, and I had already inhaled some water. My lungs were burning, and I was choking taking in more water.

He still wasn't conscious, and I couldn't breath, I was trying to push him off, or pull him off of me to the side, but he wouldn't budge. I felt like I was about to give up, when he started to move. He slowly sat up, and I exploded out of the water. I needed oxygen in my lungs, but I was only choking out water. I started to puke out water, and then I felt like I was going to pass out. Louis started to pat me on the back, he was trying to help calm me down, I knew I was panicking.

"Get it all out Brooky" Louis said still patting my back. I finally got the breath in that I needed, my chest bursted forward as my lungs filled with oxygen. I was breathing heavily, and then I started to calm down.

I felt horrible, I wasn't even thinking of Niall. I started to look in the back of the van, and he wasn't there. I looked in the front, and there was a huge hole in the middle of the windshield. My heart almost stopped all over again, there was no lying to myself, I knew where he was. I crawled through the front hole of the windshield.

About twenty feet away from the van was Niall. He was floating face down in the water, and wasn't moving. I ran, but not without struggle, it was to shallow to swim, and to deep to run.

"Louis help me" I screamed out. I was at Niall, and flipped him over his face was pale.

We dragged him to the side of the road. Before all of this happened I used to me a volunteer paramedic. I started to do CPR, but I didn't know how long he had been floating out there.

I was starting to hyperventilate, I couldn't do CPR anymore, and then Louis nudged me to the side, and continued for me.

"Baby wake up" I screamed at Niall, but his body was motionless, except for Louis doing the pushes on his chest. His face stone, and solid, and pale.

"Niall wake up" I continued. I had never felt this pain in my life, not when they left me at the house, not when Harry was hurting me. I was going to lose Niall, and this time it was for good, there was no last minute coming to save me. If he didn't wake up soon, he was gone for ever.

"Niall please" I said grabbing his hand that was laying next to his body on the gravel road.

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