Cry Lovely

'Anxiety shot through my veins, raging fires. I don't know what I want. I'm confused. Broken. Searching for hopeless love. It's hiding, I'll find it one day not today. No one will love a broken girl. She has herself. Her mind filled with psychotic thoughts.'


8. Please Stay

I responded real quick not giving it a second thought but I just need to get away from this town and the forever growing pounding in my head. A wash of relief washed over his eyes once he heard my answer. "Where were you planing to getaway to?" I had know idea of where I was originally going to runaway too I hope he has an idea. "We can talk about it in the morning, I think you need some sleep." He started to walk to the bedroom door. He turned around leaning against the doorway staring at me. "Goodnight Sophie, drink more water." He smiled and walked away into the dark hallway. I looked at the bedside clock which read 4h15. I drank another cup of water and laid my head down on the pillow. I tried forgetting my previous terror. My mind ran over to the night I pulled Harry from the dark waters of the beach. To when he was sitting in my car taking off his wet shirt revealing his toned tattooed torso.

Going over the image over and over released a feeling for him that I thought I could contain more. I haven't been in a relationship for 4 years let alone have any stronger feelings for someone. I can't stand knowing that one way or a another I'm going to get hurt. I don't do well in pressured situations. I couldn't get him out of my head.

I was wet and sweaty my vision was blurry. My hearing was muffled but the pounding had a distinct location causing it to be my only focus. I was running into the walls being hit and battered back and forth. My balance was uneven and I was breathing heavily. The pounding came closer I could here it behind me. I fell on my knees and struggled to get back up. I was up and continued to run tripping over my own steps. The pounding came to a stop behind my right ear. I couldn't move I was restrained to standing still. Then a hand landed on my shoulder and pulled me around in face with the pounds. It became pitch black and I screamed at the top of my lungs.

There I was again in Harry's bed in his dark room. I was screaming I was thrashing with the blankets and I stopped to gasp for my breathes. Harry came bolting in. His face was as pale as the first time he came in. I was breathing heavily trying to gasp out. "Sorry." I finally spat it out. "It's okay I get bad dreams too." He put his hand to his forehead and leaned back in the doorway about to turn around and leave.

"Harry." He whipped back around and nodded. "Can you pl-please stay?" I stuttered I was too scared to be left alone. He nodded again and closed the bedroom door. He came back to the bed and lifted up the covers. I scooted over for him to lay down. I laid down on his chest as he had his arm under my back an the other patting my head to comfort me. I could hear his heart beating and his breaths inhaling and exhaling. It was still dark outside I assumed it was no later then 5h30. I took a deep breath. Harry's warmth made me feel safe. He started humming the song "She will be loved" very softly. "Thank you Harry." I whispered quietly. I shut my eyes and immediately crashed.

I woke up back in his room. I had become comfortable waking up here by now. My head was still positioned on his chest and his arm was still holding me. I leaned away from his grasp to pour myself another glass of water. He rolled over and grabbed me to pull me back into his chest. "Harry!" I laughed a little. "Sh shhh it's okay it's bed time." He nuzzled his head onto my shoulder. Both of his arms were wrapped around my torso pulling me into his bear hug. I laid my head back down on the pillow and sighed. His warm breaths brushing my neck as he pulled me in tighter. Thank god he was wearing a shirt otherwise I would've lost it. 10 minutes must of past before he yawned causing me to yawn. He released his grip a little and whispered "Good morning bed head." I turned my head to look at him. "Am I allowed to get water now?" He nodded with a smile. I stretched and then rolled over to reach my glass of water. He got up out of bed and walked over to the doorway. "I'm going to make some breakfast." He said looking down at his feet I nodded at him. "Afterwards if you want we can talk more about what I said last night." He said slowly while one of his hands was on the back of his neck. He looked back up at me. I nodded again with a slight smile. "I'll be down in a minute." I added.

He walked down the hallway. I could hear his footsteps as he walked down the stairs. I finished my glass of water and headed for the hallway bathroom. I washed my face with soap and water and dried off with a wash cloth on the counter. His house was quite beautiful and clean. I took my hair out of the bun and combed through it again. My hair was long enough to reach the bottom of my rib cage. I pulled it up in a loose ponytail and headed downstairs. I got downstairs looking for Harry in the kitchen but I heard him at the front door talking to someone. His head was poking out the door so I couldn't see who he was talking to. I stayed where I was and saw through his living room windows which revealed a police car parked in front of his house.

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