Cry Lovely

'Anxiety shot through my veins, raging fires. I don't know what I want. I'm confused. Broken. Searching for hopeless love. It's hiding, I'll find it one day not today. No one will love a broken girl. She has herself. Her mind filled with psychotic thoughts.'


5. Hurting

I slid down the dirt path and tumbled down hurting my arm and ankle. I got up and bolted to my car. I tugged on the drivers door it was locked. I remembered that Harry probably still had my keys. I cupped my hands over my face as I started to sob. I sat down on the ground and I knew that I will never be able to leave or forget this place and I can't pretend that I don't hear the pounding chasing me down that hallway.

He came speeding in with his car and stoping 10 feet away from me. I looked up still with tears running down my face. I stood up and ran down to the water. He slammed his car door. "Sophie! Stop!" I had a rip in my flannel on my arm I was bleeding I could feel it dripping down my arm. I tripped in the sand and hurt my ankle again. I couldn't let him catch me I had to get away. I pushed myself up off the sand and kept running back down to the water. I was on the edge of the crashing waves the water was passing by my feet. Harry was running down the beach, I was about to dive in. Before I could fall in he grabbed my waist and pulled me up to the dry sand I screamed at the top of my lungs.

It was cold enough that I could see my breath escaping from from my mouth and nose. I was on the ground he was standing over me. He held out his hand motioning me to grab his hand. I looked back at the ocean around his legs. I tried to make a brake for it and got around him but then he grabbed me again and was holding me by the shoulders. "Please Sophie, don't hurt your self." I was covered in dirt and my ankle was still throbbing.

He wiped some tears and dirt from my cheek causing me to cry even more. "Please don't cry love." His eyes darkened as he spoke. "Who do you think you are calling me love and throwing me in the sand?" I was pretty irritated by now.

"You don't understand I want to make sure you're okay." He said forcefully. "Well obviously were both not very okay considering last night and right now." I gasped out between my breaths. I started crying even harder and he pulled me into his chest. He wrapped his arms around me as I sobbed into his jacket. "Let's go back home so you can clean up." He pulled my chin up and wiped a couple tears off my cheek. We started walking back to his car. He was holding me by his side so I couldn't make a quick escape.

He opened the car door for me and I slowly got in. He closed the door and walked behind the car to get to his side. I put the keys in ignition and turned up his radio as loud as it could go. The song "Asleep" by the smiths was on. He got in and looked at me an turned down the radio some. I turned it back up. He sighed and started driving back to his house. We stayed silent listening to the pounding music.

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