Story Of My Life

This is my story. Well i changed parts of it, as Liam, Zayn, Niall, Louis, Harry and Justin aren't my best friends :(
My story is about selfharm, eating disorders and suicidal thoughts.


5. The Truth

I felt my hand bouncing, i tried to move my fingers and I got tears in my eyes. "Justin, I do thrust you." The tears, which were already in my eyes, started to roll down my face. "Don't cry, beauftul. Just be honest with me and tell me whats wrong." He said as he whiped a tear of my face. I saw a tear under his eye and kissed him gentely. I felt a tear falling on my cheek. I whiped the tears of his face and said: "I'm sorry for being such a awefull girlfriend." "No you're not, just tell me what's going through your mind." He took my other hand and squeezed it a little. "I dont know." I whispered. My voice was cracky from the crying. "I just wanna be here for you. I know here is something going on for quit a while now and I wanna know what it is." I started crying, my body was shaking and the tears streamed down my face. Justin grabbed my body and placed his arms around my waist. He kissed my forhead and held me really tight. "Hush darling, I will make sure everything will be fine. I dont care what it takes." I placed my cheek on his shoulder. His one hand was going through my hair and his other hand was rubbing my back. We were standing there for ten minutes when he said: "Princess, tell me what's going on. Let me be the one who helps you. I wanna take care of you." "You can't" I said. "Not if you dont tell me whats going on." I lifted my head from his shoulder. His expensive, white, designer tshirt got all black from my mascara. "I'm sorry" I said. "Doesnt matter, now i can sleep with your tshirt, just as you do with mine." He smiled. "I love you Justin." "I love you too, beautiful." He pulled me even closer and kissed me. I knew he was a pretty good kisser, but this was the most wonderful kiss i ever had. His soft and getle lips touched mine and he opened his mouth a little, he bit my lip a little and sucked it. With his arms going down to my waist he smiled during the kiss. I loved it. I played a little with his lips and so did he did with mine as Zayn walked in. "Whoops, sorry for interrupting guys." My lips let Justins go, but he kept his arms around my waist. "Hiya" we said. "Lets go home, the boys are waiting." He said. I grabbed my stuff together and we left.
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