Fire 2

"We can forget all of the bad things and then start new."
"Is that enough for you."
"Do you love me?"
"As long as you do, it's always enough for me."


16. Growing

Cuddling. That's what I missed more than anything. Me in one of his t-shirts and my underwear, him in his joggers and his glasses. His arms around my waist as I poked at him and pulled at his hair. It was perfect. With our legs entwined and my hair sprawled out over my pillow and a smile playing on his lips. 

"I need to piss." I giggled trying to get out of Ryan's grip.

"Piss later." he planted his face into my chest. Yeah, right there. My breath hitched and my heartbeat sped up. "Oh. Sorry." his grip loosened as he moved himself away from me. I leaned over and planted a kiss on his soft lips. 

"I'll be back and we can do this for the rest of the day." I smiled and kissed him once. twice. three more times before going to the bathroom. When I came back, though, Ryan was no longer in the bed.

"Fuck." I said as I plopped myself down on the edge of the bed. I fell back and sighed. "Fuck." And then he was standing between my legs eating a strawberry. "Give me one!" I laughed reaching for the strawberry in his hand but he pulled it above his head. I stood on the mattress but Ryan pulled my thighs around his waist and my hands flew to his neck so I wouldn't fall. "Eek!" I giggled still reaching for the strawberry as he leaned in to kiss me. Finally I got a hold of the red fruit and sucked it between my lips. Ryan bit his lip as he stared at my mouth, eyes, strawberry, mouth. "What?" I tilted my head to one side. 

"I haven't... I mean we haven't... It's just..."

"You're horny." I spat.

"Fine yes OK. I'm horny. I'm a teenage boy and I have a very sexy girlfriend eating a strawberry and I can't stop picturing those perfect lips around my dick and it's completely normal."

"Maybe you should masturbate more often." I teased, recalling what he said to me the first time he went down on me. 

"Or maybe we should fuck more often." He laughed, a childish laugh, something that I didn't hear enough. I pulled him closer to me planting a kiss on his cheek.

"Or maybe I should make breakfast."

"Or maybe we should get back in the bed."

"And what?"

"Cuddle. What else?" He laid me on the bed and climbed on top of me.

"Nothing I can think of." I joked and kissed his neck as he wrapped his arms around my waist, flipping us over. "So tell me what you did for the last five days."

"Eat. Cry. Think about you."

"What about sleeping?"

"When I fell asleep the first thing I saw was that nightmare. Nothing else. So I just didn't sleep."

"Oh. I didn't realize..."

"No matter how much you think I don't need you, I do. I always will. Whether we stay together or not I'll need you."

"You told me to leave."

"I tell you to do a lot of things. You've never listened before." I half smiled. "Why'd you listen then."

"Because I didn't want to hurt you." 

"You mean like... physically?" I shuddered at the thought. "You were thinking about it?"

"No. No of course not I wouldn't dream of it. It's just... my parents would get into fights and..."

"He'd hurt her?"

"Yeah, sometimes worse than others. And I just..." he looked away from me.

"You're not capable of that. Not to me. So don't be afraid, you never have to leave."

"But what if something does happen." I cupped his head in my hands, forcing him to look me in the eye.

"You love me." I almost begged him to agree.

"Yes but my dad loved my mom."

"No. Baby, he didn't. That's not love. So if you ever lay a hand on me that's it. You know?"

"I won't ever I promise you." I kissed his forehead. "I love you."

"I love you more." I said. "Now. We have this whole weekend to ourselves. What are we going to do with it?" 



I know that took a long time and I'm sorry I was learning guitar. It's really pissing me off that little shit but once I know the song it's a lot of fun so anyway I find out if I get into this really great School on March 7th! I'm freaking out! I would die!!!! If i didn't get in. WISH ME LUCK MY LUSCIOUS LLAMAS

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