Bullied to change

Esme Saunders gets bullied everyday at school, she get's abused, heart broken, anything you can think of, she's been the victim of west mount high school for 2 year's now, 5 boys known as zayn malik, harry styles, louis tomlinson,niall horan and liam payne are the ones who started it all off. One day after school esme explodes, she gets bullied so much she tries to change herself to fit in with everyone else, but what will happen after her huge change, what will her bully's think of her? will they carry on ruining her life or will they fall for the new esme.

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10. Slut

I threw on a white crop top, some denim loose jeans with a thick brown belt, some white vans a burberry gauze design scarf and my black handbag over my shoulder. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=107624197I wore the usual amount of makeup and had my hair up in a loose high pony tail. But it wasn't school on my mind at the moment, it was the kiss me and zayn shared last night..we haven't spoken to each other since the kiss..it didn't even last long, we got interupted when the boys came over for a bit, i guess i won't find out anytime soon why the kiss happened. I grabbed my phone and walked downstairs. I saw zayn on the couch in the lounge watching t.v, he didn't even look at me..nice one zayn. 

I heard my phone ringing and zayn looked right at me.."Hello?".."Oh hey esme its jake, want a lift with me to school?"..Zayn carried on looking at me.."I'd love to babe, how long will you be?".."well i'm outside now actually" he laughed into the phone. "Alright, i'm coming now babe, see ya" i put the phone down and back into my pocket. "i'm going to school, see ya" i spoke, he nodded then looked back at the t.v..whats wrong with him..jeez.

I got into jakes car and he looked really happy. "Someone's happy, huh?" "yeah, me and callum are dating" he said proudly. I hugged him tightly and grinned. "That's great babe" "i know right, so hows everything been staying with zayn?" "Could be better, we kissed last night and now he's not even talking to me.." i spoke annoyed. "He's an arse hole and it's his loss" I nodded and looked out the window. All i could think about was the kiss, it felt so right. All i can think about is him..zayn. 

We got out of the car and entered the school, once he reached my locker we saw clara kissing some boy, god knows who it was, she was such a tease when it came to boys. "Hey babe" we hugged each other, then she hugged jake. "I'll see you later maybe Pablo" She spoke whilst kissing the boy one last time. "Who was that?" jake asked taking the words right out of my mouth. "Honestly, i don't know, he kept looking at me and biting his lip so i gave him what he wanted" she laughed. The thing is about clara is that she is a flirt and she would kiss anyone..literally.

Whilst jake and clara were speaking about Jake and Callum's relationship i saw zayn leaning against his locker talking to a girl, she was laughing and he was totally flirting with her. It actually made me angry. I saw him look at me then turn his attention back to the girl. She looked like such a slut, she had a really short skirt on and long blonde hair which she was twisting around her finger in a flirty way. I saw the other boys enter the school smirking at zayn then when i looked back at zayn he had the girl against the locker snogging her face off. My heart felt crushed. So zayn malik wants to play games does he..then let the games begin.

"Es..es" I turned my attention back to clara and jake. "Yeah?" "are you okay?" "yeah just tired" The nodded and i shook out of my little trance. I saw harry coming towards me..oh great. Zayn stopped kissing the girl and turned his attention to harry who was now in front of me, i guess its time for me to break zayn then. "Hello esme" he smirked whilst looking at me up and down, he held his arms to each side of me against the lockers so i had no escape. "Hello harry" "Aren't you looking beautiful today, ay?" "Aren't you looking sexy" i smirked whilst biting my lip. I looked at zayn who clenched his fists, well it deserves him right for making me jealous. "anyway harry, what did you want?" i asked whilst he still stared at me.."Can't i talk to a beautiful girl like you now?" "well yeah but you actually need to talk to me then not stare" i laughed shyly. He looked into my eyes which always made me weak but with harry it was different, he didn't have an effect on me at all..he's hurt me too much in the past to have an effect on me like zayn does. Harry put his hand on my cheek making me shiver. "You know harry you should never touch what you can't afford" i smirked. He raised his eyebrows. He came near my face and began to whisper into my ear. "But 'I've had you before, whats stopping me again, you though i use to think you were ugly when we use to bully you, you were far from ugly, i only said that to hurt you es, you really think i would have sex with an ugly person?what do you take me for?" i stopped and froze, so he didn't think i was ugly back when they all bullied me?.."i honestly don't get you" i whispered back. He looked at me and flipped his hair. "But don't you love that about me? i'm a mysterious person babe" he bent down and kissed my cheek then walked away, it was strange but i just shook it off. 

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I walked inside zayn's house and went straight to my room, well the room i'm staying in for a while. Zayn wasn't home yet so i guess there's not much to do. Even though i'm not gonna bother speaking to him, well not first anyway. I lay on the bed and started to think before someone walked in, i got up and saw zayn..great. "Ever heard of knocking zayn?" "I shouldn't have to knock, it's my house" he smirked., I ignored him. "So what do you want?" "What are you playing at es..i mean, first you hate harry then you are all over him.." i looked at him angrily. "You can't exactly talk, i mean we kissed last night, then you don't say one word to me the next day..then i see you kissing some girl, so don't bother judging me over this, it's not like me and harry were eating each other's faces off, we were talking,like friends do" i said sarcastically. "You know what, i kissed you because i like you, how do you think it makes me feel when you are flirting with my best mates, huh?" "Zayn, i like you two, so stop blaming me, you started this when you snogged some girls face off in front of me" "I'm sorry okay.. i wanted to make you jealous, i wanted to test you to see if you actually like me or not".. i began to get confused. "Wan't that kiss from last night enough? zayn i do like you..a lot" He came closer to me and put a piece of my hair behind my ear. "I'm sorry es" I put my head down but he pulled it back up with his hand. "I love you es, i have for a while, it may sound stupid and fast but i do" I blushed and looked into his lusty eyes. "Zayn i-i love you too" He smiled and bent down to kiss me. I snaked my arms around him and smiled between the kiss. It felt so good to kiss him. He began to take my top off and i took his off. He threw me on the bed gently making me giggle. Once we were both naked he started to kiss my neck driving me crazy before thrusting himself inside of me making me scream out in pain which soon turned to pure pleasure. 

I gripped my nails into his back making him gasp. "Sorry" i whispered into his ear. He smiled before going faster. God it felt like he was torturing me. "Shit.." I looked at him confused. "What zayn?" "I forgot the condom" "I'm on the pill zayn, don't worry" he smirked before carrying on.

Once we finished  as people may say 'making  love' we lay next to each other in bed sweating. "T-that was amazing" i smiled. "Yeah, tell me about it..was i better than harry?" he smirked. "Did you just do this for a competition?" i looked angry.."No of course not!" "then yes, you were better" he smirked and started playing with my hair. i could get used to this.

 

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Hey guys, sorry it's short and kinda boring, i knew you wanted me to update and I've been busy, i'll update more tomorrow love ya x

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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