Bullied to change

Esme Saunders gets bullied everyday at school, she get's abused, heart broken, anything you can think of, she's been the victim of west mount high school for 2 year's now, 5 boys known as zayn malik, harry styles, louis tomlinson,niall horan and liam payne are the ones who started it all off. One day after school esme explodes, she gets bullied so much she tries to change herself to fit in with everyone else, but what will happen after her huge change, what will her bully's think of her? will they carry on ruining her life or will they fall for the new esme.


5. New Esme Saunders

I looked in the mirror in shock, i looked so different but i liked it, my hair was in loose curls, i had contacts in and makeup on, it's like im a different person. "Omg i love it" i smiled. "You look so gorgeous, now it's time for an outfit" clara smiled, luckily clara brought some dresses from town which she can change into to go to the club.."You can stay here tonight clar, if you want?" "That would be awesome babe" clara smiled and hugged me. "Now slip this on" she handed me a really short black dress. "Erm, it's a bit short" "Remember you're a new girl esme, no more nerdy clothes, you want to fit in right?" "yeah" i slipped the short black dress on and some black heels and got out a black clutch http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=106656387 "Wow, you look fucking gorgeous" "thanks clar, so do you" i looked in the mirror and smiled, i really did look good, not being vain but im use to my nerdy look, i guess i could get use to this look. "Now, remember when we get there act mature and older because were 17 and its 18's and over club" i nodded and she grabbed her clutch. "You ready?" "ready" we smiled at each other and walked out of my house whilst linking arms. "Clar, did you call a taxi?" i asked suspicious why there was a taxi outside.."Yeah" she smirked devilish as we both got it. "city center club please" "I hope your parents don't hate me for changing you like this" clara looked serious.."Oh don't worry, i'll just say i wanted to change because i do, more than anything, i can't get bullied any longer" she embraced me with a hug. "Ladies, we're here" the taxi driver spoke. We paid him and got out the taxi. I looked in front of me to see a huge building with pink lights around. we lined up by the doors of the club, the line was pretty long.

"I'm going to text my mum and say i've gone out with you just in case" I got my phone out and quickly text my mum before putting my phone back into my clutch.  "Remember, act mature" clara whispered into my ear. "Come on in ladies" the security guards smiled. He sighed in relief and entered. It was full of people grinding against each other and drunk people.."Now, let's get drunk" clara smirked. "Clara.." "No..we're getting drunk, i need to liven you up a bit." "okay, only a few drinks" i smiled. The bar tender gave me 3 shots and i drank them all, they were disgusting, and this is the first time i've ever even had shots before being the nerdy girl i am. "You feeling a bit better?" clara asked suspicious. "Yeah actually, i need more" i smirked, i felt quite dizzy but it felt nice, like i wanted to just go crazy. "Can we both have a bottle of vodka each please" clara asked, he handed it us and i took huge gulps of it making me feel really..happy, i liked the feeling. Clara started to laugh and go a bit crazy. "Come on, lets dance" she smirked and dragged me onto the dance floor. I took my bottle of vodka with me, i took a few more gulps of it before putting it on a random table. Me and clara started to grind against each other, i don't know why, she told me it makes boys get turned on but i wouldn't know..I started moving more and more and bending down and everything, i felt like we were the only one's in the room. "Hello gorgeous" i heard a whisper into my ear and a pair of arms wrap around my waist, i turned around to see a really attractive boy, either that or the alcohol made him look attractive. "Well hello handsome" i laughed, i wouldn't even normally say that, i'd go shy, what has that vodka done to me.. I snaked my arms around his neck whilst he kept his hands on my hips. "You're so sexy" he whispered whilst kissing my neck, it felt..nice I looked at him and bit my lip. "Prove it to me" i whispered back whilst nibbling on his ear. what was i even doing? what was the alcohol making me do..He grabbed my hand and I looked back at clara and winked at her, she grinned and carried on dancing with some boy..he took me into the men's toilets, i knew what was going to happen but i didn't care, i was drunk and feeling alive..He pushed me up against the wall whilst holding my arms up over my head, he started to kiss my neck roughly, i grabbed his collar and pulled him closer to me, i unzipped his trousers and he slipped my pans off whilst i took his off. He picked me up so i had my legs wrapped around his waist and he thrust inside of me making me moan in pleasure.

After a few minutes he thrust out of me and we both pulled up our pants and smirked at each other, i needed another drink and to find clara.. I walked out of the cubicle pushing people out of my way and went back towards the dance floor where i saw clara making out with a boy. I grabbed my bottle of vodka from the table and took a few more gulps of it. I decided to lie across one of the chairs and take a little break, i was so exhausted. "You t-tired already?" i heard a voice, i looked up to see clara.. "N-no just taking a break i slurred, we both laughed. "You know, i like the new you.." she smirked,"And me" "You want a cigarette?" She asked. "What, y-you s-moke?" "yeah" we both laughed and went outside of the club. She handed me a fag. "Are you sure i should smoke, i mean, my parents will kill me.." i said worried. "Babe, it's the new you okay? you'll be fine, if you don't want to then don't but you're just trying to fit it, don't tell your parents..a lie won't hurt, i mean, you just fucking had sex with a random person in the toilets" she laughed and dropped to the floor, i started to laughing and tried to help her up but i ended up on the floor next to her. I put the fag in my mouth and she lit it for me, at first i coughed a few times but then i began to like it.."So, how is your first fag?" "i want more" i laughed. I guess it's too late to go back to the old Esme now anyway..








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