Bullied to change

Esme Saunders gets bullied everyday at school, she get's abused, heart broken, anything you can think of, she's been the victim of west mount high school for 2 year's now, 5 boys known as zayn malik, harry styles, louis tomlinson,niall horan and liam payne are the ones who started it all off. One day after school esme explodes, she gets bullied so much she tries to change herself to fit in with everyone else, but what will happen after her huge change, what will her bully's think of her? will they carry on ruining her life or will they fall for the new esme.


17. awkward

"Zayn, can i have a moment with niall please?" zayn half smiled at me whilst leaving the room. Niall sat still on the bed whilst crying constantly. I looked at him worried, what could of happened to made him cry this much?. Just as i was about to ask him the door was banged open. "Niall, i'm sorry, i didn't mean to upset you" i looked over to see clara with a worried look on her face. I locked the bedroom door so no one could walk in and made clara sit on the bed next to niall. "Guys, i want to help you but i can't until you tell me exactly whats going on" niall slowly looked up at me and began to speak. but nothing would come out of his mouth. "Right, niall kissed me and i pushed him away after like 3 seconds, and i started to shout at him, i didn't mean to be so harsh but it was just a shock thats all" i looked at niall who now looked calmer than before. "I'm sorry clara, i just like you..a lot" Clara looked at niall then at me, she looked confused, but before i could ask her why she unlocked the bedroom door and walked out. "Niall, she doesn't hate you okay? she just gets a bit worked up and confused over things like this that's all, she's had a difficult past, she's a very sensitive girl but she will be okay" i smiled at him, he got up from the bed and hugged me, tighter than expected. "i don't know what i would do without you" he kissed my head before leaving the room, well that was..weird. Just as i was about to get into the shower i heard another knock on the door. "For heavens sake" i cursed. I walked to the door and opened it to see harry, what the hell did he want?..I rolled my eyes at him whilst he sat on the edge of mine and zayn's bed. Sometimes i wish people didn't come to me for advise of help jeez. "I didn't come here for advise or help esme" harry spoke, shit i must of said my thoughts out loud, i should really stop doing that. "What do you want then harry?" "I came to tell you something" i looked at him confused. "Please say its why you have been upset these past few weeks, because I've been worried about you harry" i spat. "Well that's a first" "harry, can't you be nice for 1 second?" "well yeah, but never mind i need to confess something" confess? what would he need to confess to me?.."Go ahead harry" i half smiled, this better be important. "Well i like this girl, i have for a couple of weeks now, but she has a girlfriend, do i tell her about my feelings and what do i do?" i looked at him confused, whys he asking me..

Harry's POV

"well maybe you should make a move on them and see if they kiss you back, if they don't then you know they are not interested and they do love their boyfriend but if they do then they might feel something for you and-" but just before she could finish her sentence i planted my lips onto hers but soon regretted it when she pushed me away. "What do you think you are doing harry?!" she half shouted, okay, this isn't good. "I really like you esme, and i can't stand it anymore" she stood there shocked, she opened her mouth to say something but it just wouldn't come out, this isn't good. 

Esme's POV

I stood there speechless. "H-harry, i'm sorry but i love zayn and i would never hurt him, i'm sorry but i don't feel the same towards you" he looked at me and a tear left his eye. Ugh why do i always make people cry?.."Please don't cry, harry, you are probably confused, you haven't been going out much and meeting girls, maybe that will take your mind off me? i don't know harry i'm just sorry if i've hurt you, but i love zayn, you need to move on" he looked at me angrily whilst storming out. 

I suddenly felt some sick coming up, i ran to the toilet and vomited, that's the 3rd time in 2 days I've been sick, maybe i'm coming down with something. "Are you okay babe?" i felt arms wrap around me. "Yeah just coming down with something i think, i'll be okay, anyway, i'm going to take a shower then i was thinking we could all watch a movie or go down to the beach and sit down and have a camp fire or something like that" he smiled to my idea whilst hugging me. "Campfire sounds great, i'll tell the others" he smiled whilst kissing my forehead. Great, why did i suggest to do something all together? then it's going to be awkward with harry and niall and clara will find it awkward together. 


I put my hair up into a high loose ponytail and put on my grey onesie whilst walking outside to find everyone around some logs and a fire, it looked like a campfire on a movie or something, it was cute. I avoided harry's stares and sat next to zayn and delaney. "You alright babe, haven't spoke much since we arrived" i smiled at delaney. "Yeah, just been spending time with liam, me you and clara should spend the day together tomorrow, a girly day?" i smiled at her suggestion and hugged her, it was a perfect idea, and just what clara needs to keep her mind off niall.

We all started to sing a few songs around the fire and had some marshmallows which we put over the fire, it was perfect. I rested my head on zayn's shoulder as he played with bits of my hair. I could see harry staring at us through the corner of my eye but i chose to ignore it. "You are so beautiful" zayn whispered into my ear making me smile. "So are you, and thank you for booking this beautiful place" i kissed his lips whilst be bit down on my bottom lip, i tried my hardest not to moan. I hit his arm jokingly making him smirk. 

"jerk" i heard harry say under his breath, what the fuck was his problem. I looked at him and so did everyone else. "Whats up hazza?" zayn asked. "Oh nothing, just this dude annoying me on my phone" he spoke whilst clenching his fists, i looked into his eyes and shook my head in annoyance, i can't stand him being a jerk. I saw clara looking at louis then at niall, it was actually quite confusing. I decided to wlak over to her and take her away from the fire where no one could here us. "Whats going on clar?" "what do you mean?" "why do you look so upset, and why do you keep looking from louis to niall?.." she sighed before answering me. "Well the thing is, i did like louis..a lot but ever since the kiss with niall i've grown feelings for niall" i hugged her whilst stroking her back. "You're confused okay? give it about a week and see who you still like then, then that will be your answer of who you like more, okay? i don't want you getting hurt" she looked at me and hugged me again. "Love you esme" "love you too" i don't want to see clara getting hurt, she's like a sister to me, and anyway i think he and niall would be perfect together.








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