Bullied to change

Esme Saunders gets bullied everyday at school, she get's abused, heart broken, anything you can think of, she's been the victim of west mount high school for 2 year's now, 5 boys known as zayn malik, harry styles, louis tomlinson,niall horan and liam payne are the ones who started it all off. One day after school esme explodes, she gets bullied so much she tries to change herself to fit in with everyone else, but what will happen after her huge change, what will her bully's think of her? will they carry on ruining her life or will they fall for the new esme.


18. Alone time

I opened my eyes to see the light flashing at me, it was so bright outside. I felt zayn next to me still asleep. I could feel a substance coming up my throat, oh no. I ran as fast as i could to the toilet, well more like stumbled, as soon as i reached the toilet the vomit rushed out of me. After a few more minutes of constant vomiting i brushed my teeth but stared at my toothbrush in shock as i thought of something. The date..what the hell is the date?..I walked into the bedroom quietly and grabbed my phone to check the date. FUCK, my periods late..7 days late, surely something's wrong..maybe i should pop to the shops to get some tablets..I walked to the wardrobe and threw on a short white laced summer dress, some white vans, a black and white handbag to go with it and a beige summer bowler hat with some sunglasses.  http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=109278497 I left my hair natural and applied the usual natural makeup. Once i was ready i grabbed my phone and sneaked out of the beach house hoping no one heard me as it was only 9 am and i wanted some time alone. 

I walked to the nearest shop and looked through the medication shelf. "Can i help you?" i sharp voice came from behind me, i turned to find a women smirking at me, she looked down at me like she was better than me..i mean everyone's better than me but her, jeez she was so vain you could tell by looking at her, she twisted a piece of her blonde hair around her finger whilst chewing on some gum. "Erm, i think i'll be find thanks" i smirked at her and carried on looking. "What are you even looking for? it couldn't honestly take this long.." i looked towards her and rolled my eyes, she is so nosy. "I've missed my period and i keep being sick, i'm trying to find tablets or something" she looked at me and laughed. "Babe, you don't need tablets, you are pregnant, the pregnancy tests are on the top shelf" i looked at her and rolled my eyes. "I'm not pregnant.." "yeah yeah, i'd still get one if i were you babe" she smirked and walked off. I couldn't possibly be pregnant could i? i mean me and zayn always use protecting and it always works doesn't it?..I grabbed three pregnancy tests to be on the safe side.

Once i paid for them i went to the nearest toilets which were next to a beautiful beach. I got out the tests and pee'd on them. I waited for a few minutes tapping my foot, i knew i couldn't be pregnant so i don't know why i'm even doing this, condoms are protective..I looked at the first test..positive, but sometimes they are wrong..the second one..positive..the third..positive. I dropped them all in the bin and tiers left my eyes, how could i be pregnant, i can't be? i can't handle a baby, not at my age, i'm still young. I ran out of the toilets crying and ran towards the beach where i sat on my own near a wall.

Zayn's POV

I woke up and turned to face an empty bed, hm esme must be up already. I put some grey joggers on whilst walking into the lounge. "Morning guys" i yawned, they all smiled at me but no esme. "Have you guys seen esme?" They nodded their heads, where would she go? "i heard a door shut at about 9 am but i don't know if that was her" louis explained. "Thanks Lou" i walked back into the bedroom and called esme..no answer. I put on a random top and some trainers and walked out of the beach house to go find esme but it wasn't long till i saw her sitting on the beach looking out at the sea, but she didn't look too happy.

I walked over to her to see she had mascara marks over her cheeks. "Whats wrong baby?" she didn't answer, i started to really worry. I sat down next to her and put my hand on her thigh but she moved it away. "Es, you're really worrying me, please tell me whats wrong"

Esme's POV

I looked into zayn's eyes and saw worry, he deserves to know, but how will he take it, what if he's just going to leave me? leave me and this child alone, that's what most teenage boys do anyway. And what will my parents say anyway? they have already kicked me out for my attitude, they are definitely not going to want to talk to me after this, they will look at me as just some slut and so will everyone at school. "Esme, esme please" "Zayn, you really want to know huh?" "yes, please tell me, i'm worried" "i'm pregnant" i sobbed. His mouth dropped open. "I knew you would act like this" i spat whilst storming off, i looked back to see he didn't even stand up like her was about to stop me, he just sat there in his other position. I started to run until i felt a sharp grip on my hand, i moaned in pain until the sharp pain faded. I looked behind me to see zayn with a half smile on his face. "Zayn" "no, let me do the talking, im not angry or sad about this, i'm going to be a dad and thats amazing, i know we're still young but that doesn't stop us from being good parents and i've always wanted a child, it was shocking that it was so early but i couldn't imagine myself having children with anyone different than you" i looked into his lusty eyes and a tier escaped my eyes. "Zayn, i love you" "i love you too esme" he snaked his arms around my hips and planted a kiss to my lips, he licked the bottom of my lip making me smile in between the kiss. "Oh hey guys, so you found esme then?" we heard a voice behind us, we departed from the kiss to see liam and delaney. Then behind them was everyone else. Delaney looked quite annoyed. "Whats wrong delaney?" she rolled her eyes at me, what have i done..and then i remembered. "Omg i'm so sorry, i forgot all about me you and Clara's day together, i felt ill this morning and that's why i went out alone to get some tablets but yeah" she looked at me and half smiled. "Well tomorrow we are deffo having a girls day" i laughed and hugged her. "Do we tell them now?" i whispered in zayn's ear, he smiled and nodded. "Guys, me and zayn want to tell you all something.." they all looked at us seriously. "Omg zayn, you proposed?" "no" we all laughed. "I'm pregnant" i half smiled. They all looked shocked but then hugged me and zayn congratulating us. But this time harry was actually smiling too, i smiled at him to see he was smiling back. Maybe he's got over me?..


Esme's POV

I lay down in bed next to zayn and he tickled circles into my bare stomach. "to think our baby is inside of you, what shall we call him or her?" i looked down at zayn and smiled. I'm glad zayn's happy about all of this, and the more i think about having my own child with zayn the more i look forward to it. "Maybe we could think about that once we know the sex of the baby" i smiled. "Yeah, you know i'm going to give this child everything, spoil it rotten" i smiled at zayn's gestures, he was being so sweet about it. "Zayn, you're lucky" "why's that?" "because you won't have to go through the pain, i'm so scared zayn" "don't worry, you have me, i won't leave your side once" i smiled whilst kissing him passionately. 




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