Make A Wish

When Ivy's little brother makes a wish threw the Make A Wish foundation to meet One Direction before he dies, will it come true? Will Ivy get to meet them too and fall for one of them? Will her dream come true?

(WARNING: There WILL be sex sense in this fan fiction!)


25. Why?

*Zayn's POV* 

On our way to France on the plane, everyone was a sleep besides me. I couldn't help but notice how Ivy's smile faded to a look of terror. Before I knew it she was tossing and turning and.... crying. I couldn't just sit there and not do anything about it. I hated seeing her anything but happy. Luckily I was sitting right across from her so I tapped her leg with my foot. She shot up and was breathing heavily. Once she realized she was on the plane with me and the boys, she relaxed. 

"What were you dreaming about?" I asked her.

"Have I ever mentioned my ex Daniel?" She questioned. I just shook my head. She took a deep breath and let it out. "So when I was a freshman in high school, I dated this guy Daniel who was a junior at the time. Remember the when we played never have I ever? Well the bad boyfriend was Daniel. We dated for almost a year. It was all good until maybe the 3rd month. He started asking me to do things like send him pictures and have phone sex and stuff like that. I put all that off until I couldn't. At about the 5 month mark we started to fool around. He convinced me to do things with him. And when I refused to have sex with him, he just ignored me and raped me... Multiple times. After about the 3rd time I just gave in and gave him what he wanted. After 7 months, he got really aggressive and wouldn't let me talk to anyone besides him and my family. Soon I couldn't even talk to my family. I got really depressed and that's when all  my issues started. He would call me fat and tell me I'm ugly if he got mad. Not long after he got physically abusive. I got scared and couldn't leave him. One night we were watching a movie and he fell asleep and earlier he had beaten me and bad. I couldn't take being in the same room as him anymore so I got up and ran. I ran towards my house but he realized I left and he was much faster that I was. He caught me and I started screaming when I saw he had a knife. Luckily someone heard me scream and called 911 and he got arrested. I still have nightmares about him..." She finished as tears started to fall down her flushed cheeks.

"I'm sorry. I had no idea." I said.

"It's not your fault, I just get emotional." She stated with a little laugh at the end. 

"Can I ask you some thing?" I asked her. She nodded and waited for me to continue. "Why did you do it? I mean cut." I asked. Once again she took a deep breath and let it out. 

"I don't know. I just felt like I had to. I felt so depressed and worthless. I went on twitter and there were death threats and people saying the normal things... It was just to much. I couldn't handle it. I didn't try to commit suicide, I just wanted to cut and I cut to deep. Honestly I don't regret it. Will I ever cut to deep again? No. But I learned a lesson and cutting helped me feel better." She said. I didn't know what to say. It made me want to cry that she was that desperate to cut again. But the sad fact is that I know how she felt.

"I never want you to cut again ok?" I said to her.

"It's not that easy..." She said looking down. 

"I know..." I said looking at her. She looked shocked. 

"Wait... What?" She asked.

"I used to cut before I was in One Direction. I got bullied and it was hard to stop, but I did it. You are so strong, Ivy. I know that you can get threw this." I meant every word I said. 

"I would have never guessed that you would have done that, I mean you don't have any scars and I don't know..." She said, still in shock.

"Upper thighs." I said.

"Been there done that! Thats where the majority of my scars are." She stated. I nodded. "Who all knows?" 

"You, Perrie, and my family." I stated.

"The boys don't?" She said confused.

"No. It was part of my past and I don't want to concern them when they don't need to be concerned. I'm fine now." I said with a smile. And I honestly was fine. There was no need to worry. 

"Thanks Zaynie. That really helps." Ivy said with a grateful smile. 

"Haha I like the nickname!" I laughed. 

"Haha it just came to me!" Ivy joked. I laughed and then heard rustling next to me. I looked over and saw Harry. "Well look shows up!" Ivy said smiling at Harry. 

"How much longer?" Harry asked groggily. 

"Only a couple more minutes." I informed him. He nodded in response and turned to look at the boys who were sleeping. "Who wants to wake who up?" I asked reading the look on Harry's and Ivy's faces. 

"I call Niall, and Liam." I said with a devious smile. 

"I will get Lou and Paul then." Harry said with fake frown. I laughed and sat back to watch their magic. First of the lucky contestants was Liam. Ivy walked over and looked around, after a moment she found nothing. I turned towards Harry to see what he was doing.

"OW!" I whipped my head around in the other direction to see where it was coming from. I turned and saw Ivy laughing adorably over a pouting Liam. 

"What did you do?" I asked with a smile.

"She flicked me in the head!" Liam said, obviously still upset. I just shook my head and turned back to Harry who was about to wake up Louie. Harry lifted up his hand and Lou lifted up his leg and kicked Harry in the balls. I was trying not to laugh as Harry fell over in pain but it was just to funny. Liam, Ivy, and I were all laughing so hard that we cried. 

"It's. Not. Funny." Harry managed to breath out. 

"Oh but it is!" Louie laughed. He walked over to me and Ivy and gave us high fives. He then took Harry's seat. "Niall's next?" He asked.

"Yup." I said popping the p. Ivy turned to Niall kissed him. His eyes shot open and then he relaxed once he realized it was Ivy. She pulled away when he relaxed and smiled. 

"Oh come on! Stop being a tease!" Niall whined. Ivy laughed and then we all sat down again. 

"We need to wake up Paul... Lets all just scream right next to him." Ivy suggested. We all agreed and got up walking over to Paul. "1...2...3..." Ivy mouthed. 

"AHHHHHHHH" We all yelled and Paul jumped up and looked like he was going to kill us. 

"For the love of god! Was that necessary?" Paul asked. We all just laughed. 2 minutes later we landed in Paris.

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