Make A Wish

When Ivy's little brother makes a wish threw the Make A Wish foundation to meet One Direction before he dies, will it come true? Will Ivy get to meet them too and fall for one of them? Will her dream come true?

(WARNING: There WILL be sex sense in this fan fiction!)


24. Suicide?

*Ivy's POV* 

The last thing I heard was Harry saying, "You don't seem fine ,open up love." After that everything went black. I gave into the darkness. I was so tired of fighting and I just gave up. 

*Niall's POV*

"Come on man, we have to go get in the car and go to the hospital." Harry said with his hand on my shoulder. I felt like I was in a daze. I turned and made my way to the car. We all got in and drove to the hospital. The ride was silent. No one dare talk. Once we pulled up the boys and I jumped out while Paul went to park. We ran inside and up to the front desk. "We are here to see Ivy Finucane." Harry stated. 

"Oh yes, she just arrived a few minutes ago. She can't have any visitors at the moment though. I will let you know as soon as she can." The young nurse on the other side of the desk said. She turned to me and gave me a half smile, as if giving me her condolences. I looked away and went to sit down  in the waiting too chairs. After waiting for what seemed like forever, but was really only 2 hours, the nurse walked over to us. "She can have visitors now. Only one at a time though, at least until she wakes up. She is weak and she isn't looking so good, just to warn you. Who ever is going first can come with me." She stated. Everyone looked at me, waiting for me to get up. But I couldn't, I didn't. 

"I will go first." Harry said, breaking the silence. As he walked past me he put his hand on my shoulder. I didn't look up though. I was frozen.

*Harry's POV*

I got up and walked after the nurse. I was trying to mentally prepare myself for seeing Ivy. The nurse stopped at room 216. I nodded a thank you to her and started to slowly open the door. No matter how much I tried to prepare myself for seeing her, I could never have imagined this. She was pale. Her hair seemed dull. She had bandages going up her left arm and you could see blood starting to slowly seep threw. Her face was sunken in. She was extremely thin. I guess none of us realized how little Ivy had been eating. The hospital gown was draped over her with her bones sticking out. Her ribs, hip bones, and collar bones were very prominent. There was a tube going down her nose that was pumping food into her. She also had an I.V. and a blood bag in her right arm. I walked over to a car next to her bed and sat down, gently grasping her hand. I couldn't help but cry. I could hold the tears back any more. 

"Ivy, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I didn't help you. I'm sorry I didn't take car of you. I'm sorry that you felt like you couldn't come talk to me. I'm sorry I let you down." I said while sobbing into the bed. A few moment later I felt her hand move. My head shot up. Her eyes slowly rolled open, showing her beautiful brown eyes. "Oh my god! Ivy!" I said while giving her a hug. 

"Hey Haz." She said with a small smile. "And by the way, it's not your fault." She managed to whisper. I just looked down. "Hey, look at me." Ivy said, with that I lifted my head until my eyes met hers. It's not your fault I have depression and can't control how I feel. It's not your fault that I do these things to myself. It's not your fault." Ivy said. I could tell she was being completely honest, but I still blamed myself. Just then the nurse walked in. 

"Hey, you are awake! How are you feeling?" She asked.

"Um good. My head hurts. And my arm obviously. And this thing in my nose is extremely annoying!" Ivy said smiling. I loved seeing that smile, it always made me smile. 

"Well, if you are feeling well enough, everyone else can also come in." The nurse stated. 

"Ya, I would like that." Ivy said... still smiling. The nurse left the room to get everyone and I turned back to Ivy. "So where's Niall?" She asked. 

"Well when she said only one person could come back, we all looked at him but he didn't move. He didn't even look up. So after about 15 seconds of nothing, I said I would come back." I said.

"Oh..." Was all Ivy said. 

"He's just n shock babe. He is a wreck." I said, thinking of the state Niall is in. Ivy didn't say anything. We just waited in silence. Not an awkward one though. Less than 2 minutes later everyone else walked in. 

*Louie's POV*

After about 5 minutes of Harry being gone, the nurse came back out and told us Ivy was awake so we could all go in now. We all stood up to follow her, except Niall. 

"Hey, aren't you coming." I asked.

"I don't know. I don't know if I can handle seeing her. I watched her almost die and it's my fault. If she still looks like how she did when she was laying on the bathroom floor in her own blood, then I can't see her." He stated, as tears fell from his eyes and to the ground. 

"Mate, she needs you. She needs you for love and support. And its not your fault. You can't blame yourself for this. But she needs you." I said, looking at my broken friend. All he did was nod. He nodded then got up from the chair. He followed the nurse with the rest of us. We walked until the nurse stopped at room 216. Liam was the first to open the door and walk in. Once he opened the door completely, he stopped in his tracks. A moment later he continued to walk into the room slowly. The rest of us followed his actions. Ivy looks like death had thrown up on her. She looked exhausted and pale. Her face seemed sunken in, among other things. One thing that didn't change was her eyes. There was still the sparkle that was always there. When I saw that, I knew that she would make it threw this. I knew she was a warrior. 

As Zayn entered the room he shut the door behind him because he was the last one in.

"So, I guess you guys are wondering why I gathered all of you here today." Ivy said with an "evil" grin once the door was shut. We all bursted out laughing at her weirdness. 

"Um excuse me, may I talk to who ever is in charge in private please." A doctor said while just poking his head in the door. Paul go up and walked out of the room with the doctor.

*Paul's POV*

"So Ivy has stitches in her arm on 5 cuts. They are dissolvable so you won't need to come back to get them taken out. And because Ivy has harmed herself, we will need to admit her to the psych floor." The doctor said.

"Look, I know Ivy and her past. She just slipped up. Did you see her in there just now? She was laughing and joking. I know you may not believe me but she will be watched 24/7, I can promise that. And at 11 we need to be at the airport because we need to continue the tour we are on. She is the opening act for the biggest boy band in the world and we can't cancel any shows." I said, pleading for him to discharge her. 

"Alright... But I am going to up her antidepressant and I am going to prescribe her a medicine that will help her gain weight. You will also has to make sure she is eating. Ok?" 

"Ok. I can do that." I said with a smile. He turned to the nurses station and started talking to the nurse. I went back into Ivy's room. I knew that if I told her that the new medicine would make her gain weight she wouldn't take it. But I don't know if I can lie to her like that... 

*Ivy's POV*

While Paul was out in the hall with the doctor it was silent, until I had to break the silence. 

"What time is it?" I asked.

"Almost 10. Why?" Liam asked.

"Because we need to be to the airport by 11." I said.

"Ivy I don't know if we are going to make it. If we have to we will postpone a couple of shows." Liam stated.

"No we won't. She is getting discharged today. The doctor wasn't so sure but I assured him that she will be watch 24/7." Paul said walking in, "We should be out of here in 30 minutes. I was thinking someone could stay here with Ivy while the rest of us go back to the hotel and get all of our stuff and then we can come back pick Ivy and who ever up and then go to the airport. So who wants to stay with Ivy?" 

"I will." Niall said, looking up from the ground for the first time since he has been in here. Everyone was shocked in his sudden outburst. 

"Ok. Then everyone else, come with me." Paul said. One by one the boys gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek before they left. Once it was just me and Niall, the room fell back to silent. 

*10 minutes later*

"Hey Niall?" I said trying to get his attention. 

"Ya?" He barely said, not even looking up from the ground. 

"What now you can't even look at me?! I know I'm a pathetic excuse of a life but you could at least act like you still love me!" I said getting furious. 

"What?" He said finally looking up. His face was written with hurt and confusion. 

"You haven't looked at me once since you have gotten here. You haven't even spoken directly to me until now! All I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry in your arms but you won't even come near me..." I said, getting tears in my eyes. 

"I don't want to look at you because I don't want to be reminded that I did this to you!" He said standing up and pushing the chair back. His actions kind of scared me. He didn't make so much as a peep this whole time and now he is yelling and slamming things. "I could have prevented this! I knew something was wrong this morning but I decided to ignore it... and this is what happened. You tired to commit suicide..." 

"No I didn't. I just cut a little to deep on accident." I said calming down. 

"What?" He asked, "Now I'm confused."

"If I wanted to commit suicide, I would be dead. Trust me, I've done my research in the past." 

"So you don't want to die?" Niall asked.

"Bell no!" I yelled.

"Bell no?" Niall asked laughing.

"Ya, bell no." I laughed. Niall walked over to me and sat next to me on the bed and turned towards me.

"You are so weird, you know that?" He joked.

"Ya I know." I said nonchalantly, "I missed you." I said quietly. 

"What do you mean I have been here the whole time." Niall stated. 

"Ya but hearing your voice, and feeling you warmth, and shivers that go down my spine when ever we touch." I said remembering all the good times we have had.

"I missed you to, more than you can imagine." Niall whispered. Before I knew it his lips were on mine, moving in sync. 

I broke the kiss and said, "And I missed this." Niall laughed and then there was a knock on the door. "Come in." I said.

"Yay! Nialls talking and smiling again!" Louie yelled. Everyone laughed. 

"Alright, I signed the papers so you can get changed and we can leave!" Paul informed me. "The boys and I will wait outside in the hall for you. Oh and here are some clothes for you to change into. The stuff you came in was full of blood and they threw it away. I hope thats ok."

"Ya thats fine. Thanks Paul." I replied and grabbed the bag. With that everyone left. I changed into the clothes Paul brought. He brought VS yoga pants, my uggs, my 5SOS t-shirt and one of Niall's Jack Wills hoodies. I put it all on and left the room. We got into the limo and headed to the air port. Hopefully the fans won't be there. I'm not strong enough to handle that right now. 

We pulled up and there were only a few fans. I smiled and got out. We got on the plane and we were on our way to France.

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