When Devil meets Angel.

As long as we have each other, we're both gonna be okay.
Sometimes even best friends make mistakes.
This is the type of story where everything went so out of hand.

-Based on a true story.-


12. Chapter 10.

Paulie and Gisty. Pisty. All I can think of lately. Its just I don't know I think its the only thing I can think of. Literally. 

My opinion doesn't change. Well not dramatically anyway's. It goes from I'm sure its still there, to it might be there. 

Its hard thinking about your best friend and the guy you love together, but I have to prepare myself for the worst don't I? What if they ever were to get together?

I'd at least be prepared for that. 

I don't know how I'd react on the day but I know what I'd feel for sure. I'd feel hurt, sad, and probably betrayed. Who wouldn't though? 

He always made it easier for me to think of Pisty, he always made it obvious which one is liked by him and which one isn't. 

There is days when I think about Pisty less though. When we see him and I am too busy screeching, jumping around and giggling to even think about Pisty. Or when I actually think he likes me. (rare). Or on extreme occasions when he actually acts like he likes me. 

But that is never going to happen for sure. He is him. I am me. Just a girl who fancies someone she can't get. 

Its not like Christopher is the first guy to pick my best friend over me. There used to be guys before Paulie who picked my friends over me. They'd come up with those stupid reasons: I don't like her hair, she is too chubby, she is not tall enough, short enough, smart enough. Something along those lines. Once there was even one guy who said that he doesn't like me just because I used to paint my nails black. 

I hate guys like that. Jerks, who think they can get anybody to like them. 

I hate guys who say they'd love a girl who is chubby has this and that, and would understand them I mean all of them say personality over looks any day right? But when a girl actually starts fucking liking them they end up calling her fat, or ugly. 

Christopher was once of them. Because he picked looks. Paulie is prettier than me, smaller than me she is a nice person too but he didn't even know how she was in person so it couldn't of been personality. 

Girls don't even fight over a guy. If there's another girl involved you've already lost. 

Well I obviously am a looser. 

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