Is It Worth It?!

My name is Leanna Matthews. 3 years ago I dated Harry Styles, yes the Harry Styles from the world's biggest boyband. The thing is I have a daughter named Darcy Marie Styles- Matthews. Harry doesn't know about her and neither does the boys.......

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25. Chapter 20

*Leanna's POV*

My heart hurt hearing the voice wave its way through the phone. The voice that abandoned me years ago making the atmosphere around me disappear.

"M-mom?"
"Yes, baby it's me. Don't seem so speechless"
"How'd you get my number?"
"Well love when your little girl is dating a major celebrity you have easy access at finding info on them"

Over the years of her being in the UK she gained an accent and seemed to have a happy tone behind her words. But what makes her randomly call me after so many years of kicking me and swearing on her words that she never wanted to see me again. I honestly don't wanna talk to her but at the same time I do I miss her and always have but oncce things started going down hill it's like all the love we had for one another quickly descended leaving me empty.

"So…baby girl I was going to be coming back to America for a visit"
"what?"
"Yeah I want to see you and your daughter"
"You mean your grandchild"
"Yes of course that's what I mean"

I heard creaks of the steps turning to face the direction of the staired hallway I came into contact with my miracle amazing daughter. She had teared stained eyes and red rosy cheeks that appeared everytime it was a serious cry that had showed every emotion she carried. Darcy walked to me with open arms which I soon embraced her within my own. The phone still to my ear my mother's voice becoming a background noise. Rubbing Darcy's back she let out little whimpers that soon subsided.

"honey? Darcy baby what's wrong?"
"Daddy doesn't love me"
"Who told you that?"

"Leanna are you listening to me?"
"I've got to go we have different time zones and I'm tired. Bye mom"

Hanging up the phone I put it back on its stand and went back to focusing on Darcy. I know I may have sounded like a complete b*tch to her but I didn't mean to.

"Now honey why do you think daddy doesn't love you?"
"In my dweam daddy said he didn't love me anymore mommy"
"Listen daddy loves you more than words can begin to explain. Every second of every day he is thinking of you, I know that he's not here ith us right now but trust me he's thinking about how much he's going to hold you in his arms, take you on trips, sing you to sleep and more. When we have dreams that are like the one you just had or ones that scare us we climb out of bed and on to our knees folding our hands to pray to god to take or fears away and bring in happy memorable ones. Okay."
"yes, mommy"

lifting us both off the couch we head back up the stairs into my room and began praying once reaching the bed. Once done we climbed in the bed Darcy curled beneath me.

"Hey Darc you want to send daddy a message?"
"YES!"
 
pulling out my phone (no not an iphone) I go into my messaging app clicking Harry's name

"What wwould you like to say to daddy"
"That I love him"

To Harry💕🎵:
  Hi daddy! It's me Darcy I love you so much! Mommy loves you too. Bye!

After sending the message the phone is put away. Darcy and I curl up heading back to sleep.

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